Cold Hands, Warm Heart ✧ Minsung ✧

#49.3

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"Wow, look! Chan is making out with one of the new company trainees!" Jeongin appeared out of nowhere, pointing at them and shouting.

Felix knew a lot of people from the company would come to Hyunjin's birthday party, but then he saw Chan "I can't believe he's here," he said, his tone tinged with jealousy.

Jisung followed Felix's gaze and saw Chan, then through the club neon lights a familiar red head emerged in his vision, his heart dropped and he felt lost instantly.

Minho scanned the crowded room, and his eyes landed on a blue-haired person. He was stunned for a moment, his mouth hanging open as he muttered to himself, "Ji...sung.".

They felt completely lost in each other's gaze, his heart, his breath even the time had stopped, the loud music was gone, all the people surrounding them vanished in their eyes, they had completely eyes for each other in that exact second.

Jisung felt a pinch on his chest as he mumbled "What is he doing here?" at the sight of Minho drinking at the bar.

Felix tried to comfort Jisung by taking his face in his hands and giving him a quick kiss. "It's okay baby, I'm here" Felix said, trying to reassure Jisung.

"Yeah, thank you... I'm sorry, let's just have fun" Jisung tried to hide the fact he was fighting the urge to just run away as far as he could, not wanting to ruin the mood with Felix.

"Let's just focus on ourselves and have fun tonight." Felix said, hugging him.

Jisung smiled weakly, grateful for Felix's understanding. "Yeah, you're right. Let's just have fun." Jisung nodded, but his eyes kept darting back to Minho at the bar, as he couldn't shake the feeling of sadness and longing that had suddenly consumed him.

Minho, meanwhile, couldn't help but notice Jisung and Felix together. His heart skipped a beat at the sight of them. He clenched his fist at the sight and shook his head, turning everything he was feeling into another sip of alcohol. He was caught off guard by Jisung's presence at the party. He had been trying to keep his mind off of the younger boy, but seeing him there in front of him, looking as beautiful as ever, had thrown him off balance. He downed the rest of his drink and debated whether he should leave or stay. But something inside him told him to stay and face his feelings head on.

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"I need to use the bathroom, be right back" Jisung said to Felix who was dancing near Hyunjin and Jeongin.

"I'll be right here when you come back" Felix said, hugging him before letting him go.

Jisung nodded and made his way. Inside the bathroom he leaned against the wall, trying to calm down his racing thoughts. He didn't know why seeing Minho affected him so much. He thought he had moved on, but seeing Minho brought back all the feelings he thought he had buried. As he was lost in his thoughts, he heard footsteps approaching.

Jisung was washing his hands and turned to look back when he heard the door opening, he saw Minho, who locked the door and stepped closer to him.

"Minho?" Jisung gulped, looking at him.

Minho didn't answer, he just walked straight to him, pinning him against the wall inside the last bathroom stall. After a few seconds staring deeply into Jisung's eyes. "I miss you" he finally said, his breath reeking of alcohol.

Jisung's heart was racing as he stared into Minho's eyes in shock. He couldn't believe Minho was there, he couldn't believe his ears, he just stood there, he opened his mouth to reply, his lips trembled but he couldn't speak as a lump formed in his throat and his eyes started to fill with tears.

Minho's eyes were loose, staring at Jisung's lips while he was leaning closer. He placed kisses on the younger's cheek, as he tucked his hair behind his ear. Jisung couldn't help but let out a small moan as Minho's hands traveled down his chest to his waist.

"Just tell me you missed me," Minho whispered, kissing his earlobe, his hands pulling Jisung by the waist closer and closer to him.

Jisung's head fell back as he closed his eyes, letting a tear run down his cheek.

Minho licked it away. "Nothing tastes the same without you, baby".

And with that said, their lips crashed together aggressively hungry for each other.

For Jisung, everything, every feeling he had for Minho, that he thought was deep buried inside himself, came alive in a second. Flashing in his mind their happy time together, their night talks... his face... his eyes... his smile... his kisses... his touches. Really, the boy was right, at that moment he realized 'nothing tastes the same without you'.

As Jisung stood there, overwhelmed with his feelings for Minho, he suddenly snapped back to reality when he heard the bathroom door opening. He saw Minho kissing him, he felt his heart breaking again, the pain he caused to him, the lie. He felt once again the worst person in the world.

He quickly pushed Minho away and rushed out of the stall, leaving him on the floor.

Jisung couldn't believe what had just happened. He couldn't believe that Minho still had this effect on him. But he also couldn't believe that he had given in so easily to his advances.

As Jisung walked out of the bathroom, tears streaming down his face, he ran into Felix who immediately noticed something was wrong. Jisung buried his head in Felix's neck, feeling ashamed and guilty.

"Ji, what happened? Are you okay?" Felix asked, concern etched on his face "Are you having a panic attack?".

Jisung just shook his head, he couldn't face Felix.

Felix held him tight and rubbed his back. "Hey, it's okay. Just breathe. You can tell me what happened."

As Felix comforted Jisung, he saw Minho leaving the bathroom, searching for someone. Felix realized that Minho had talked to Jisung again and felt a pang of anger towards him, his expression darkened with anger and jealousy, but he kept his voice calm for Jisung's sake.

"Hey, look at me, everything's going to be alright," Felix said while rubbing Jisung's back in a soothing manner.

Jisung couldn't bear to look at Felix's face and just shook his head in shame, feeling guilty about what had just happened. He struggled to hold back his tears and whispered, "I need to go home."

Felix nodded, "I'll take you home, okay?"

"I'm sorry" Jisung could only cry and shook his head.

"It's okay, baby, you just need to rest, I'll take you home"

"I'm sorry, Felix. I need some time... alone, please"

And with those words Felix world stopped at that exact second, Felix's heart sank as he watched Jisung leave.

Jisung's departure left Felix feeling sad and alone, wondering if he had done something wrong.

Jisung couldn't help but feel like he had made a huge mistake.

Felix hurried to find Chan and finally found him making out with another boy in a bedroom.

"Hey, WTF-!" Chan screamed, looking at the door "Oh my god, Lix!" he said, pushing the boy below him aside and tried to run after Felix, but ended up stumbling.

Chan hurried to put his shirt back and patted the other boy's head who was sitting on the bed "I'm sorry".

When Chan caught up with Felix, he found him crying beside his car. Without hesitation, Chan hugged the younger tightly, Felix just cried inside the comfort of the elder's embrace.

"Let's go home".

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