Cold Hands, Warm Heart ✧ Minsung ✧

#06

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Chan guided a drunken Felix to his room, supporting him as he stumbled along the way. "You need to sleep, Felix," he said, trying to get him into bed. But Felix was resisting, whining and wanting to dance more.

"Please, Channie," he pleaded, his eyes almost closed. As he tried to get up, he nearly stumbled, prompting Chan to hold him tighter. "I can't let Jisung alone," Felix slurred, trying to persuade Chan to let him go.

"Channie, pleeease, I can't... I can't let Jisung alooone~ he will miss meee~" Felix was trying to convince Chan to let him go, because he was holding him tighter against the bed.

But Chan knew better. "He'll be fine," he said firmly, laying Felix back on the bed. "You need to take care of yourself now." He gazed into Felix's desolate eyes, hoping to comfort him. "Minho will take him home, okay?" he added, hoping it would ease Felix's worry, but it seemed to have little effect.

Felix started sobbing, "Why, why does he need to go with him? It's not fair, he is mine-" He couldn't finish his sentence as tears streamed down his face. "I want him to- I want to- stay- cuddle me, I don't want to be alone," he continued crying.

"Why, why, why, does he need to go with hiiim? Is not faaaair, he is myyy-" Felix started to sob "I want him to- I want to- stay- cuddle me-, I don't want to be aloooone" And then he started to cry.

Chan held Felix's face and said, "Hey, I'm here. I won't leave you alone, never, okay?" Felix nodded his head, looking down with tears still falling. "Can you stay?" Felix asked in a small voice, still sniffling. "Please?"

Felix sniffled and nodded, clinging to Chan's hand. "Thank you, Channie." he said, his voice barely above a whisper.

Chan smiled softly and pulled the blankets over Felix's shivering form. "Sleep now, Lix. I'll be here if you need me."

"Of course, Lix, I'll stay with you," Chan said, settling himself beside Felix.

Felix clung to him, burying his face in Chan's chest and crying while holding onto his shirt tightly.

Chan remained still, patiently waiting for Felix to calm down in silence. They sat in silence for a while, and, eventually, Chan could feel Felix's hand moving on his chest, which sent shivers down his spine. He continued to hold Felix, feeling the warmth of the younger boy's body against his. Despite the tempting sensation, Chan tried to play it cool and kept his gaze fixed on the ceiling. He didn't want to do anything inappropriate while they were both drunk 'Lord have mercy, we must stay focused, brothers' Chan reminded himself.

"Let's get some rest," Chan said softly, trying to distract himself from the overwhelming temptation.

"Channie, your heart..." Felix yawned, "it's beating really fast and loud." Felix turned his face and placed his ear on Chan's chest, closing his eyes. "I think you have a heart disease... you should see a doctor... you have to be okay... you know I can't be without you. You're my best frie-," he said slowly, sounding worried.

"Lix," Chan interrupted him, but Felix simply responded with a hum. "You said earlier that you wanted cuddles," Chan said, whispering. Felix didn't respond, he just nodded his head against Chan's chest.

Chan dryly swallowed and took a deep breath, inhaling all the courage he could muster while still gazing up at the ceiling. "Can I cuddle with you?" he finally asked.

Felix didn't say anything, he just cuddled closer to Chan as the older boy wiped away his drunk tears.

"Thank you" Felix whispered, raising his head up to see Chan, as he tried to smile at him.

"Anytime, Lix," Chan whispered back, still holding Felix's waist. He felt the younger boy's hands on his chest and looked into his eyes, noticing how they were shining even in the dim light.

Chan felt his heart skip a beat, he melted by the sight of Felix's freckles up close, and he couldn't help but feel a wave of tenderness for his roommate. He noticed the tears welling up in Felix's puppy eyes again, and he gently wiped them away with his thumb, caressing Felix's cheek in the process. He kept looking at his facial features, Chan's fingers traced Felix's jawline until they reached his chin, and he found himself gazing at the younger boy's parted lips. With a soft smile, Chan pushed a lock of Felix's hair behind his ear.

Felix was completely still, overwhelmed by the sensation of Chan's gentle touch. He felt the heat radiating from the older boy's body, and his own body responded instinctively, drawing closer to Chan's embrace in search of comfort.

Chan's heart was pounding in his chest as he felt the intense connection between them. The air between them was thick with tension as they continued to stare at each other, both unsure of what to do next. With each passing moment, the desire grew stronger, and before they knew it, their lips were just inches away from each other. Chan could only hear his heart beat getting louder in his ear, so loud that he couldn't hear anything at all, he felt his breath getting heavier, his mind went blank and his body went numb.

They both looked into each other's eyes for some long seconds until they couldn't hold their gaze anymore, the weather was becoming hot and intense. They both closed their eyes and leaned in, their bodies were moving on their own

"I like..." Chan tried to whisper something while ghosting Felix lips, but before he finished the sentence their lips touched.

The kiss was soft and gentle at first, but it quickly grew more passionate as they lost themselves in the moment. They stayed like that for what felt like an eternity, their bodies entwined and their lips locked in a fiery embrace.

And at this moment everything that was moving in slow mode turned out to happening so fast, faster than their minds could process. Chan had kept his feelings for Felix hidden for years, and the younger boy was equally desperate to express his own frustrations. They both wanted to unleash the pent-up emotions that had been festering inside of them.

Without breaking their kiss, Chan climbed on top of Felix and his hands roamed under Felix's shirt, eliciting a moan from the younger boy. Chan took the opportunity and slipped his tongue into Felix's mouth. Their tongues clashed together, each trying to gain dominance as they hungered for each other.

Chan then began to leave a trail of kisses and nibbles along Felix's jawline, as he teased and pinched the younger through his shirt. Felix's head arched back in pleasure, his moans growing louder and more desperate. "Please, fu-" he moaned loudly, unable to contain his pleasure any longer. Felix dug his nails into Chan's arms.

Chan couldn't resist any longer, the erotic sounds coming from Felix's mouth were driving him insane. He continued to mark Felix's neck, leaving his mark all over the younger boy's skin. When he found Felix's sweet spot, he sucked on it hungrily, causing Felix to writhe in pleasure. The intensity of the moment was too much for Felix, and he couldn't help but arch his body forward, seeking more friction from Chan's body. Sensing his desire, Chan slipped two of his fingers into Felix's mouth, which the younger boy eagerly sucked on, this made Chan moan into Felix's neck "fuck". Unable to resist any longer, Chan began to grind against Felix's hip. Felix held onto the sheets tightly, completely lost in the moment as Chan continued to work him up, fucking his mouth with his fingers driving him crazy with pleasure, he was a moaning mess.

Chan worked his way down Felix's body, kissing and licking his neck and chest. He used his wet fingers to grab a hold of Felix's ass, teasing him until he heard the younger's begging moans. "Please... ah... ngh..." Felix's moans turned Chan on as his body started to move erratically in pleasure. "Ah... please mmm..." he begged.

So Chan used his hand to grab Felix's erection as he started to lick his roommate member "ah- ahn- fuck, I'm gonna..." hearing this made Chan went full on the younger's member. Felix grabbed Chan's hair, pushing him, getting it to hit the back of the older's throat, who could hold it in one breath. Felix felt really good "fuuuuck- I'm gonna cum aaah- aah- ah-" he couldn't finish his sentence and released all his liquid in the older's mouth.

Chan swallowed it and kept kissing gently the younger's soft body until he felt Felix slowly letting go of his hair, he realized the younger one fell asleep.

"Good night, Lix" he said, placing a kiss on his forehead.

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