Cold Hands, Warm Heart ✧ Minsung ✧

#25

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Felix went to sleep in Hyunjin's bedroom. Jisung joined him in bed turning off the light, both could only see through the moonlight by the window.

"Wow, I'm really tired" Felix said, turning his body to Jisung.

"Yeah, you must be, I never saw you dance like that" Jisung said looking at Felix.

"Twice is life" Felix made some dance moves sitting on the bed, his drunk energy never ending.

"Hahaha! You really like them!" Jisung laughed, looking at him happily drunk.

"I dance to their songs everyday!" Felix laid down again "You should come to the company someday to see me..", he turned again to Jisung holding his waist and looking up at him "...or, better, I could teach you, it will be fun!" he said with his whole face smiling at the older.

"What?" Jisung nodded no "ahn, err, I'm not good at dance".

"Yes, you are! I saw you dance, you just need practice, you'll come and I'll teach you" Felix had puppy eyes begging Jisung to accept his request.

"Yeah, sure" Jisung smiled at him and patted his head, trying to end the convo.

"I really had fun today" Felix buried his smiling face in Jisung's chest, his heart racing.

"Me too" Jisung whispered, closing his eyes.

After a few minutes Felix was drunkenly fighting his inner demons and couldn't hold his thoughts. He was pouting remembering that Jisung kissed Hyunjin after they kissed.

"Jisung, did you like it?" He blurted out of nowhere, the dark disguising his blushing cheeks.

"Like it what?" Jisung was almost sleepy, before that he was drunk.

"To kiss Hyunjin" Felix was feeling a little bit of jealousy.

"I don't know, I didn't think about it..." Jisung was half asleep, half drunk "...we just kissed as friends, like you and me, there is nothing to like about it".

"Yeah... friends" Felix whispered at Jisung's words, hurting him "can you kiss me again? I mean... as friends"

Jisung thought that Felix was really drunk or even sleeping, he hugged the younger and placed a kiss on his forehead "good night, Felix".

Felix heart sank a little "oh, good night, Ji"

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Chan went back to the living room, his face says it all, he was not happy. They started to talk half whispering to not be heard by the others.

"Are you okay?" Changbin asked the elder.

"Not really" Chan answered while falling on the couch.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" Changbin laid down on the improvised bed beside the couch putting his hands behind his head "I'm literally not sleepy, I'm all ears".

Changbin talks a lot when he's drunk, besides being sleepy like everyone else, his energy is on top level.

"I just don't know what to do, I never felt like this before" Chan facepalm himself while looking at the ceiling.

"Facts, you are obviously in love with Felix" Changbin said, looking at him.

"I thought I had been in love before..." Chan stared at nothing "...I mean, I dated before, girls and boys..." he put his hands in the air from one side to the other side "...but they were nothing like Felix" He said as he brought his fingers to touch his own lips.

"Wait a minute, how do you know they are not like him-" Changbin cut himself and took a few seconds to process "w-what do you mean? Have you two dated each other before!?" He raised an eyebrow and spoke louder than he should.

"Hey, shhh!" Chan panicked "no, no, no, no errrr..." he looked at Changbin, his whole face was red and he sat down "ahn, we... just..." he moved his hands trying to explain what happened without being too obvious, but being obvious "...we kinda kissed at the other party night, and that's when things got messed up" and he fell on the couch again.

"Ooooh! And that's why you two were acting really weirdly with each other today" he said and nodded as he pointed to the older one.

"We're kinda not talking since that,..." Chan sighed "...and yeah, I messed up the things between us and now he is just running away from me..." he furrowed his eyebrows, looking up again.

"Hey, really, you two should talk, set things up"

Chan sighed again "I know, I tried" he said and held his head.

Changbin saw a desperate Chan "you two have known each other for a long time, I think your friendship is stronger than that, before anything else you built a relationship as friends and you should be that friend now. Then after that you can try to win him".

Chan nodded "I'm so lost without him, he is the main reason I came here, the main reason I'm alive, I wouldn't be here today if it was not for him and I want to be more than this, but, at the same time, I don't wanna risk losing him. I just... don't know what to do".

"Oh man, you're whipped"

Chan rolled his eyes "I am fucked".

"So, you are afraid to lose him but, if you don't talk things out, you'll really lose him" Changbin touched the older's shoulder trying to comfort him.

Chan closed his sad eyes, remembering Felix hugs and kisses, the nights they cuddled watching films, the long night talks they used to have, the days they spent together filled with happiness, Felix smile adorned with pretty freckles fulfilled his mind. He whispered to Changbin "I know... I just... miss him".

Minutes passed and Changbin saw that the elder got silent, 'I can't sleep', then he got his phone and started to write a message. A few seconds later he got an answer that made him smirk.

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