Tulips

4. Hangover & Hickies.

Becky.

I went to her and helped her sit. She took her arm away from me but I still helped her. She resisted but when she looked at me she stopped and let me help her.

I half carried her towards the bed and when I lay her down she won't take her arms off my neck. I looked at her, her eyes were open and was just staring at me.

There it goes again, her stare making me feel things. The position we're in doesn't help either for I feel all of her against my body.

Her hand slowly caressed the back of my neck while the other slowly goes down from my shoulders towards my chest. Suddenly she pushed me, changing our position. She's now on top of me.

She keeps staring then slowly she lowered her body on mine and her face closer. Her stare then shift to my lips. I just lay there watching her every move. I suddenly feel my lips went dry. I unconsciously lick it. I saw her smile and then her lips touched mine.

Am I that drunk to imagine electric shocks came from her lips when it touched mine? That it cause some unfamiliar fluttering in my tummy. An unimaginable fast beating of my heart.

Oh how good it felt when her lips slowly sucks mine. So good that I unknowingly open my mouth inviting her in. That's when she fully devour my lips, my mouth even my tongue.

The next day...

I woke up slowly opening my eyes. When my eyes adjusted to the light I suddenly saw an unfamiliar ceiling. My eyes went wide as I sat and looked around realizing I am not at home. I realized too that I'm naked. I quickly covered my body in the sheets.

Ouch. I touched my head as it started to hurt so much.

I'm not at home, I'm naked in bed... Oh shit. What happened? What did I do? I then got scared to see who's beside me. I slowly turn my head and was shocked to see a naked girl beside me. What! I quickly looked around for my clothes. I saw my dress and underwear laying at the foot of the bed. I slowly got out of bed trying not to wake her up then hurriedly took my clothes and ran towards the bathroom.

I was panting like crazy. I quickly dressed up starting with my underwear. I noticed something hurt when I put it on. Oh shit.

I put on my dress and then looked at the mirror. My hair was messy. I quickly fix it and washed my face. I slowly opened the door and peek outside. She was still sleeping. So I got out of the bathroom, took my shoes then out of the room. Once I was downstairs I was startled when someone spoke on my right side.

"Good morning ma'am. Here." Said the smiling housekeeper while offering her tray that has a bottle of advil and a glass of water. I thanked her and took one then drank the water.

"Do you want me to call you a cab?" She asked still smiling.

I smiled at her.."I would appreciate that thank you. I'll wait outside." I went outside.

"Okay, have a great day ma'am." She said before she closed the door.

A minute later the cab arrived. I told him my address and he drove off right away.

I tried to remember what happened but my headache makes it hard. I could still feel pain in my groin. Something did happened. Oh shit. I put my face on my hands. I can't believe this had happened. I lost my virginity to a drunk girl and I don't even remember it.

I've been keeping my virginity, saving it for the perfect person whom I'll marry. But now it just... I lost it because of drinking too much.

"Ughh!" I want to bang my head on a wall.