Tulips

30. Which is the better view?

Becky.

I am happy. Just being with her makes me happy. She's not avoiding me nor pushing me away. Though I was disappointed last night where something almost happened, but It's fine for I know there's a reason why she stopped it.

She's definitely going through something that's making it hard for her. I may be disappointed and may not know what it is that made her stop, but still I chose to stay by her side.

What's important is, she's letting me be with her. We slept together hugging, we woke up hugging too. It made me feel good. I have never woken up with anyone before. Never felt that intimate either. It's also the first time that I allowed someone to be so close physically. Well it's technically second time, yhe first time was still with her.

I have never cared nor thought about physical intimacy before. But with her, I want to be closer, to touch her, feel her and kiss her. It's like I can't get enough of her. It's seems that I need more of her.

After breakfast she said she have something planned for the day. We were walking by the beach when I spotted something.

"Is that..." I asked Freen who looked back at me smiling. "You booked us a jetski?

"Yup! Let's go!"

We run towards the jetski. We left the bag by the beach chair. The staff gave us instructions before we started.

The smile on Freen's face was refreshing. Lately whenever I see her I notice her sad eyes, but not today. As long as she's with me, I'll make sure there's no trace of sadness can be seen on her eyes.

She looked at me and I smiled at her widely.

"Ready?"

I then thought of something.

"Actually, no. I'm a bit scared. Can I ride with you? So I could get the hang of it first."

"Sure." She said moving forward on her seat, giving me space to sit behind her.

I went behind her, sat close and placed my arms around her waist.

"Are you comfortable?" She asked.

"Very." I smiled widely. "Let's go!" I said raising a hand in the air.

She laughed then she started the engine. She started slow. She looked behind and asked. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah. Go faster. You drive like a grandma." I said teasing her.

"Ohoh. Like a grandma huh. You asked for it." She then looked forward and drove faster.

I hugged her tight as she sped up. We were both smiling as the wind hit our face as well as the sea water.

She slowed down for a while.

"How was it?" She asked.

"Salty. I think you could get salt now from my face."

"Hahaha, girl you asked for it, you get it."

"Yeah, I did. Can I ask for a kiss?"

She looked at me possibly checking if I'm serious. I smiled then moved forward, closer towards her. Then she sped up causing me to scream and tighten my grip to her.

"Aaaah! Freeen!"

She slowed down and laughed enjoying me being scared.

"Funny huh. Let's switch."

"Nope!" She sped up once more.

"Unfair!"

"I booked two, you could use yours." She said as she slows down.