𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐄 | JJ MAYBANK

XLIV

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The old springs on my door rattled as someone came inside I didn't bother to look because I knew it had to be one of my friends and if it was a murder oh we'll because i wasn't moving from my comfortable position in my bed.

"Andie?" I recognized kies soft voice but I stayed snuggled into my blankets with my eyes closed hoping she'd get the hint that I didn't want company.

"Andie? I know your awake. You don't sleep with socks on." She stated monotoned, damn it. She knows me to well. I crack one of my eyes open, "I don't really want company."

She ignores me. "It's like almost three, what are you doing in bed?" She questions.

"Trying to sleep."

Her eyebrows form a confused expression. "Why are you being like that?" She asks.

"Being like what? Tired. I already told you I don't want company. Please just go." I mumble, twisting over.

"Have you been eating?" She quizzes abruptly.

"I don't know Kie." I huffed annoyed. I feel her hand on my back, "that's why you look so pale. Want me to cook you something?"

When I don't answer she sighs. "Andie. Please just eat or something— okay. All of us are concerned." She tells me, now it all makes sense she had a talk with JJ. I let out a frustrated laugh and rub my face with my hands. "Ki please just get the hell out." I knew what I said was mean the minute it came out of my mouth but not the tiniest bit of me could give a fuck, she came at the worst possible time.

Her face scrunches up, "what did you say?" I twist around, pressing the palms of my hands to my eyes. "just leave." I repeated bluntly.

She silently gets up from my bed and walks around to my door, I sat up on my elbows. What I said was sort of harsh, maybe I should apologize but before I could she was already gone. I sigh heavily and plop down into my bed.

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It was hours later and I was still in my bed except now my window was open letting in some sort or breeze. I am currently watching Netflix but a noise outside was interrupting, my eyebrows rinkle and I slide out of my bed, I quietly walked over to not alarm anyone who was there and I peaked out my window and saw a tall blonde haired boy. JJ.

It's only been a week since we've got into that argument but I missed him so much already, I missed his laugh, he had a lot of laughs but I missed the one where he threw back his head, it was genuine. I missed his smile and feeling safe in his arms. I smiled slightly watching him stand in front of my door, I didn't want to wait anymore so i pushed off the window and hurried to the front door. I pulled it open, I was confused since he wasn't knocking instead he was bent over placing down a piece of paper that had JJ written in thick sharpie.

"JJ, what are you doing?" I wonder, I must of startled him because he jumped back a little and took the letter with him. It hasn't even been that long and he looked different, his hair grew and his lips looked like they'd been in a permeant frown.

"Oh, hey. I-ehm was just dropping this off." He wiggles the paper in his hands and shines a nervous smile. "You weren't gonna come in?" I don't get it, what did the letter say that he couldn't.

He looks down and let back up to me but stays silent. "I was gonna call you and apologize I shoudnt have said what I said that day, I'm really sorry." I apologize with a soft smile, "and I miss you." His mouth tils up into a smile and I get hopful.

"I missed you too."

"Do you want to come in and talk?" I ask, looking back into my house then over to him. The smile that was once on his lips faltered away and his face went blank. My eyebrows crinkled, "Jay jay, what's wrong?" I questioned, he gulped and stuffs the letter into his pocket. "I need to tell you something."