My dove

But what if i hurt you?| h&c

*Authors note~ I love this prompt so much feel free to include more super natural things in your prompt I adore them*

Trigger warning~ wearwolves? Loneliness?

Prompt~ tumblr anon~ I really like your work! Could I request Lady Lesso X reader, who is one of the professor's for both schools maybe a warewolf. Often others and wary of her / or are just very mean to her,but reader keeps to herself. The transformation full moon nights are the hardest because they're quite painful and maybe reader seals herself at night when she turns. Idk some things about angst fluff how Lesso would react ‚would she care ?
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The life of solitude was what you were destined for and through no fault of your own. No you couldn't help the curse you live, but you understood why it scared everyone because it even scared you. Some of the other teachers at the school didn't feel you deserved your position just because of what you were born as. Most view you as dangerous and truly you were far from that. It hurt of course, mean words would always sting especially when you couldn't control this part of you. But you were a good teacher and you knew that.

The students for both schools love you and your lessons that you taught, fortunately they aren't aware of what you are. Pure choice for you to not disclose it however, faculty had to be made aware of it due to you needing a few lessons covered if things got bad. At first you hoped they'd understand and not see you any differently but unfortunately most of them did. You often heard whispers between them about how they pity whoever is destined to mates to a mutt. That one word hurt the most out of the whole sentence. Mutt. Surely they saw you as more than that? After all you were still a person right?

You always kept a close eye on the cycle of the moon, needing to know when you'd transform and get to safety in enough time to ensure not only the safety of everyone at the school but also yourself. You didn't want to hurt anyone and truthfully you didn't trust some members of the staff to not hunt you in your weakest moments. Tonight is the first night of the full moon, you were feeling extra weak this time which is why you took a personal day today and cancelled all your classes for the day. You knew you'd need the time to get all settled and safely hidden away.

When you joined the staff Leonora had offered the room at the top of the school for evil to be a place of safety for you. She had even kitted it out to suit your needs. Only you and the Dean herself knew of this room and it's purpose which is how you'd gotten safely through many nights of transformations. Safely secured with no possibility of anyone being hurt by you. That was until tonight.

You'd managed to tie yourself up to the wall just as you always did after locking the door. So when you saw the door creak open and a silhouette slip into the room, you immediately set into defensive mode. "You need to leave" you growled "it's not safe for you to be here. Leave now" your tone held the harsh bite in the words as your eyes nervously glanced at the moon from the small circled window that allowed the light to seep in. Only then the figure stepped into the light and you saw your visitor.

"Please" you whimpered, "I don't want to hurt you." Your sobs breaking up the words as you felt your bones contort. "But your hurting my love, let me help you please. I've read that having someone close can help. Especially if they are your mate." She whispered aching to hold you in her arms through the pain. "You, you know?" You gasped out threw gritted teeth. "I do love, I felt the pull and did some research into what I can do to ease your pain, you won't hurt me your inner wolf is drawn to me" she stated as a matter of fact and certainty before settling down on the floor near to you. A whine escaped you as you realised there was no use, and truthfully you were craving the women's presence so why waste energy in asking her to leave?

By now you'd fully transformed and let out a simple howl of recognition. Lesso slowly approached your wolf form slumped on the floor and began to talk to you, hoping her voice would guide your wolf into a calm state. It did instantly, your inner wolf recognising her scent and who she is, you came closer to nuzzle the woman's head in greeting before licking her cheek. Normally Lesso would say something witty about it but not wanting to piss your inner wolf off she just settled for cooing about what a pretty wolf you are. The colours of your fur suiting you far better than any she had imagined. You still had those gorgeous eyes though, one of her favourite things to get lost in.

Lesso sat with you all night until you started to whimper in pain once more signalling transformation time. She was expecting you to get up from your resting spot, head in her lap as her hands stroked your fur, but you simply curled in tighter and whimpered. Your whines of pain were truly heartbreaking as the accompanied the sounds of your bones breaking and reattaching into your human form. Yet she simply held you and whispered words of love and support.

The first thing your human brain remembers was her soft tone whispering "you're not a monster my darling, your truly beautiful and I love you so!" With a pained smile you whimpered "I love you Nora" before passing out in exhaustion. Knowing you were safe to be moved she easily scooped up your form in her arms and grabbed her cane before taking you to her waiters and coming to hold you on bed, you stirred slightly allowing you to hear her words. "Rest now my love you're done for the night, I'll be right here love" was the last thing your hazy brain remembered before you gave into the exhaustion once more.

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