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optimism about love and stuff (54%)

you need to have optimism in your life.

YOU WON'T BE IN LOVE WITH YOUR FAVORITE CELEBRITY BUT IN THE NEAR FUTURE, YOU WILL HAVE SOMEONE THAT WILL BE IN LOVE WITH YOU AND YOU WILL BE IN LOVE WITH THEM. YOU SAY THAT YOUR DEDICATION TO THIS BAND OR THIS PERSON WILL LAST UNTIL THE END, But it wont, okay? 40 years from now, the Spiderman movies won't matter, these band members you have learned to fall in love with, won't matter. Maybe their music will, but the member will not because you're in love with someone else the way you used to be in love with this famous person.

YOU'RE GOING TO WAKE UP NEXT TO SOMEONE AND YOU'RE GOING TO EXAMINE THEIR FACIAL FEATURES AS THEY TUG YOU CLOSER TO THEM BECAUSE THEY WANT TO STAY IN BED WITH YOU A LITTLE LONGER. YOU'RE GOING TO BE IN THE KITCHEN AND SUDDENLY YOU FEEL HIS/HER PRESENCE AND THEY'RE WATCHING YOU COOK OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT AND THEY'LL BE LIKE "WOW IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU". YOU'RE GOING TO CUDDLE WITH THIS PERSON ALL NIGHT ON A BAD DAY AS THEY PEPPER KISSES ON YOUR JAW. YOU'RE GOING TO LAUGH UNTIL YOUR SIDES HURT WITH THAT PERSON AND WHEN YOU'RE OUT OF BREATH, THEY'RE GOING TO BE LIKE "HOW DID I MARRY SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PERSON, WHAT DID I DO DESERVE SUCH AN INCREDIBLE HUMAN BEING"

Maybe it won't be a celebrity, but it sure as hell will be someone you're in love with just as much.

Now of course, you can keep dreaming. You can keep imagining that Michael Clifford is going to love you and kiss you and play video games with you, but i'm begging you right now, please. just please don't get lost in those dreams. You know you're going to have to face the reality of it all.

But I'm not going to go against it, pushing your dreams out of it, and I apologize for that rant about it. But don't go out of your way to stay healthy and work out just for that celebrity. Work out and stay healthy for yourself.

In the meantime, just be you, don't get caught up in 5sos drama or other celebrity drama and just destroy yourself. It's not worth it. Get lost in their music, dream about them, but you also need to see reality and realize what it holds. Yes, you see Ashton in your future, yes you want him to take you on dates and kiss your neck, but then you get hit in the head and you're like "no, its not gonna happen", BUT LOOK.

IN THE FUTURE, I CAN GUARANTEE YOU THAT YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE SOMEONE THAT LOVES YOU KISS YOUR NECK, SOMEONE THAT LOVES YOU HOLD YOU WHILE YOU CRY, SOMEONE THAT LOVES YOU WHO WILL TAKE YOU OUT FOR DATES JUST TO RELIVE TEENAGE MOMENTS AFTER YOU'RE MARRIED, SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU THAT WILL MAKE LOVE TO YOU INSTEAD OF JUST A SIMPLE FUCK.

SOMEONE YOU LOVE IS GOING TO SEE YOU GET DRUNK AND IS GOING TO TAKE YOU HOME AND LISTEN TO YOU RAMBLE OFF ABOUT YOUR SOBER THOUGHTS. SOMEONE YOU LOVE IS GOING TO WATCH YOU POUR YOUR HEART OUT INTO SOMETHING YOU LOVE DOING AND ADMIRE YOUR WORK. SOMEONE YOU LOVE IS GOING TO GET HARD/WET FOR YOU BECAUSE THEY CAN'T STAND HOW FUCKING HOT YOU LOOK IN THEIR FAVORITE PIECE OF CLOTHING ON YOU. SOMEONE YOU LOVE IS GOING TO SCREAM AND YELL AT YOU BUT END UP REALIZING THAT ONE OF YOU IS WRONG AND SAY "FUCK IT, THIS IS OUR IMPERFECT RELATIONSHIP AND I LOVE IT" AND THEY'LL JUST MAKE OUT WITH YOU AGAINST A WALL.

JUST WAIT, IT WILL COME TO YOU AND TRUST ME, YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE IT.

THIS IS A LONG RANT BUT ITS FUCKING WORTH IT BECAUSE YOU'RE ALL SUCH WONDERFUL PEOPLE AND ONLY DESERVE THE BEST IN LIFE AND IN ORDER TO GET THAT, YOU NEED TO SEE IT. SO OPEN YOUR EYES BABE.

There is always optimism even in the time of darkness, you just have to see it guys.

xx elly