Bad (A Logan Henderson/ Carlos Pena Story)

Friend zone *chapter 31*

Bad 

Logan Henderson/ Carlos Pena story

Part 31

*Logan's P.O.V*

We were laying in bed after yet ANOTHER round and we were catching our breath. I can seriously get used to this. But what about Carlos? I don't think I'm being fair to him I mean he's in the hospital because of me and once he finds out that me and Lourdes got back together- sort of- he'll be heartbroken! I honestly don't want to see him get emotionally hurt while he was recovering from his physical pain! And I'll be the cause for both types of pain that he's experiencing. Man! Why's life so damn complicated?! I mean I want to stay with Lourdes forever and God knows that but at what cost? I would have to hurt my bestfriend/ big brother! If I let them be together, I'll be the one to be hurting inside! I'd rather be the one hurting than my bestfriend. They do say when you love something you've got to set it free. This is gonna be the hardest thing I've ever done. But it's gotta be done.  

"Hey uhm Lourdes?" I said while reaching for her hand.  

"Hmm?" She replied while taking it.  

"I don't think this is right."  

"What do you mean?"  

"Me and you. I feel like we're sneaking behind Carlos' back! He's like a big brother to me and I don't wanna see him get hurt you know? Please don't be mad at me! You understand right?"  

"Of course I understand Logie! I feel that same way too! You actually beat me to it I was planning on talking to you about it later but we already talked about it. We'll always be friends right?"  

"Of course we'll always be friends! So how about we put on some clothes and go do something fun as friends?"  

"Okay" She replied while giggling. Her laugh is so cute! Her nose scrunches up slightly and her laugh sounds like- well I can't exactly put it into words I mean it's indescribable! And I swear her eyes twinkle seven thousand times as bright as any star in the night sky. I'm sure gonna miss kissing her soft, moist lips whenever I want to. Well I'm just glad I can keep her in my life at all.  

We put our clothes back on but we decided to put disguises on so no one would recognize us and went to a Starbucks. We both ordered frappuchinos except mine was mocha and her's was caramel. I tried the caramel one before but I just don't like it. We got out drinks and just walked around, enjoying the streets. People looked at us weird and it was a good feeling- people not recognizing me. I love taking pictures with my fans because it just lets me connect with them and I know that I'm a huge role model to them. I love all my Rushers don't get me wrong! It's just the huge crowds of paparazzi can be a little too much. It's THEM I can't handle, not my fans.  

Anyways, we were walking and talking when we see James walking by with Halston. They looked like a normal couple walking down the street, holding hands except James was a fucking tower! He eats so much, this kid! So they were walking and then a mini crowd of paparazzi kept taking pictures of them while asking them questions. Yup, normal life here in L.A. I wonder what life would be like if we weren't famous. It's been a few years already, I kind of forgot the feeling!  

Fame 101: NEVER go out as a couple without disguises.  

Guess they forgot the rule. 

"Should we help them?" Lourdes asked slightly concerned. 

"Nah they'll be fine! Let's go check on Carlos."  

"Okay"  

We got to the hospital and went up to Carlos' room. We walk in and we drop what we're holding in shock. I can't believe what I'm seeing right now.