REIGN || 전정국 || BangtanBoys || Royal Series || AU

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•Ruis•

(Russian)

"Package!...hello?? we have a package for this address."

Poor sir needed to stay under the snow for a little while before I decided to come and get it. I covered my face with a scarf...

I don't really feel well.

I didn't have to wonder. After all what happened...

I quickly opened the door.

"I'm really sorry for not coming out rightaway..."

He didn't say anything shoved me the papers that I should sign and just left me to pick the package up. Before stepping down from the stairs, I heard him muttered down words which added to my misery.

The disrespect for changing this peaceful residence as you will... full of shi*t.

I didn't have to guess. He was not a fan of the Russian royals and he probably didn't recognize me because I was fully covered...

And if he did I'm sure he'd still have the same reaction. He didn't even  bother looking at me or acknowledging my apology.

I sadly dragged the heavy boxes inside.

It was a struggle. Even if I needed help,

I knew no one is going to give me a hand anymore.

These are the clothes I purchased online. A few winter clothes and dresses for spring.

I cant even believe that I'm thinking about spring.

At least the seasons are predictable.

Something to expect, to look forward to.

I opened the smallest package included inside one of my boxes...

When I unwrapped my tiniest purchase...

Tears began to well my eyes again.

A very cute teddy bear onesie for my soon one year old little boy...

I embraced it and despite the not so expensive fabric, it felt really soft and comfortable. I silently cried as I silently organized my stuff...

Two weeks.

It's been two weeks.

Little by little' I'm getting used doing things on my own.

It really hurts but I must go on.

As I kept checking my finances, I knew opening could never take place. My savings is enough to keep me alive for a few months so I need to find a job as soon as possible.