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⚜ ten ⚜

•Ruis•

"Oh my God..."

I gasped and felt my heart drum in mixed emotions.

How is this possible...

I was- no-

I...

Yes I remember I stopped taking contraceptives for a while because we're actually open about the idea of having a second child but...

Baby, why now...

I finally cried as the realization of my situation crashed on me. My knees felt so weak that if I weren't able to hold on to the shower curtain, I could've hurt myself.

Pain

Worry

Is what I feel at the moment...

Then there was bliss.

I am pregnant with my second child and my husband no longer wishes to spend the rest of his life with me. Even took our child with him...

Now that I have another one who wears a diadem will this little one be taken away from me as well?

I cried so bad thinking about that possibility.

Well the Romanovs will not allow a royal child to be raised by her commoner mother.

An annulled one on top of that.

But if they take this one away from me then who am I to spend my life with?

My children are mine too.

But why can't I have them?...

Because I am no royal and my rights are merely imaginary.

It hurts.

It feels like they have killed a part of me.

I cannot yield anymore...

They may have taken away my rights with my son...

But not this time.

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I went down to the cafe and found everyone waiting for me.

Chiron was intently waiting for what I had to say because he was the most concerned one. He's a royal and I completely understand.

And for me it's also a problem.

I silently placed the test kits on the table. Two of them exactly, both showing negative results.

These are the ones I kept a long time ago. I keep all my pregnancy test kits results because my ex husband was checking on them as well. I never thought these will come handy one day.