Abuse

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(ABUSE IS INVOLVED,If the topic is sensitive for you.You can skip,if you've been abused I'm so sorry my love you're strong and amazing keep going 🙏🏼)

Y/N POV +18

My boyfriend and I have been together for four and half months,the first month was great.He would talk sweet to me and was so cute but then he started showing his true colors,he began making me feel small and making fun of me,pointing out my insecurities that he knows I have.

He's also been putting his hands on me,he's aggressive with the way he talks and the way he grabs on me.He took my phone away so I couldn't get in contact with my family nor my friends,not even my closet friend.

Miguel is a friend I grew up with,a friend I had feelings for.Probably still do,I know he's worried sick he's always been protective of me and he never liked David.

Living with him is an absolute nightmare,I know where he hides my phone thinking I wouldn't notice.I can't leave the house cause he always has extra locks on the door and the windows are always shut tight.

I actually used to hit back but it will make it worse,so I gave up cause I was tired of seeing myself with new marks or feeling more pain.

Finally,tonight he was going out with friends.He cheated before and I know that cause he will come home with hickies and I confronted him about it which he tried to gaslight me and he smacked me in the mouth for 'falsely' accusing him.

I watched him get ready,he was looking at himself in the mirror checking himself out while I was behind him sitting down on the couch.He noticed that I was staring,

"What you looking at?" He said looking at me through the mirror,I just shook my head and looked down at my fingers fidgeting with them.

He chuckled to himself before walking up to me,he aggressively grabbed my jaw making me look up at him.I hated this,I wanted this to end I just never had an opportunity and when I did, I didn't have enough time.

"I'll be home past midnight,don't wait up.If I remember I would get food for you,if not maybe another time" he said,he gave me a rough kiss on the lips before roughly pulling his hand off and leaving the room.

I just sat there,I rarely ever spoke cause with one mistake I can end up with a lasting mark.I'm numb to the point I don't even cry anymore,I don't like looking at myself in the mirror anymore either.

I don't wear makeup,I'm always in baggy clothes mostly in pjs,I don't know why he can't just let me go.Once I heard the front door close,I quickly jumped up and went to his pillowcase where he hid my phone.

I reached in and grabbed it when I felt my phone case,I tried to click on the turn on button but it wouldn't turn on meaning it was dead.I put it on the charger that's on his nightstand and let it charge for a while as I paced back and forth wondering who am I gonna reach out to the minute my phone turns on,

I didn't want to get the police involved yet cause they take a while to get here and it's a whole big thing,I just wanna get out of here and go with someone I know very well.

I heard the noise meaning it turnt on,I quickly grabbed it and saw the notifications pop up from instagram and  more,I saw the text messages I gotten from my mom and friends.

I then saw the messages from miguel,

Miguel🫶🏻
Hey y/n your mom said you're not answering her
What's going on?
Where are you?
Y/n
Answer me
This isn't funny
Y/n
Y/n
Y/nnnnnn
I miss you
Are you ever coming back?
What about us?
Please talk to me
I won't tell,I just wanna hear your voice
I hope you're doing okay
I'm missing you more than ever,I cried last night
I thought about you and our memories
Did you run away? To start a new life?

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