You're mine

Chapter 7

Lia's POV
I was thinking about what Jackson said.
What Itan said.
There were expecting an alpha prince wolf.
I knew that they will ask him to take me back to his pack. But how can I go there, knowing I'm broken beyond repair. Sometimes I'm laying in my bed and I just stare up into the white ceiling. Itan Cecil was nice to me. He didn't kick me out as he should. His brother Jackson was first person who cared. He and his mate Brian were checking on me often throughout the day to make sure I don't need anything and make sure I eat. I still struggle with that part.

I sighed.
Slowly got up from my bed as I headed to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror.
My pale skin reflected in it. No more bruising. Just scars. Well. At least I don't have to worry that my mate will be disappointed in my looks, as I will never meet him. I turned around. Walked in to the shower, washed my hair, and left the bathroom without looking in the mirror again. A knock on the door startled me.

-"who's there?" - I asked quietly.
Door slowly opened.

-"it's me, Jackson.. can I come in? I want you to meet someone" he said already letting himself in.
I nodded. I'm still not used to looking him in the eyes and I think talking to him will take time.
He slowly moved to the side, behind him was a young girl with red long locks and baby blue eyes. Not to tall, I would said almost the same as me.

-"hi !" Huge smile filled her face -" I'm Victoria but call me Rori" she quickly added.
Jackson said something about prince and that he has to go back to Ceil and he left. Leaving me with her alone.
She stepped closer.

"Right little wolf. I can tell your wolf is blocked and trapped in the back of your mind. I don't know if I can bring her back. Jackson called because of your matting mark. He said that it's forced. I've seen situations like that before. I understand that you can't or won't accept it so it hurts you every day. Well my grandma was one of the most powerful witches ever and she probably could take it off. But I'm not sure if I can. How many times has he mark you there ? " Rori looked at me..

Wait did she say which? Oh Jackson. He really wants to help.

" you will not be able to do it. He marked me everyday, sometimes few times a day" I said looking down at my hands.

"I understood you didn't have easy. I'm sorry that this happed to you.. I can take the pain away till I'm here. Let me look in my books if anything can be done to help. I want to help you. Maybe your wolf can come forward... would that help? "
Rori asked. Her eyes now filled sorrow and pain.
I nodded. " having her back would help a lot, I miss her" - I said.

Rori agreed to come back soon and take me down for dinner. Alpha prince was here apparently and we were all going to eat together. I just nodded still looking down at my hands.

About two hours passed. I didn't move from my spot. Rori came back. She said there is a spell she wants to try before we go. I am not sure if that will help but I can't see why not. She took my hands in hers and started. A green and purple light surrounded us I could feel my wolf within me! She's not dead but she didn't wanted to come out. I think she was in pain just like me.

Rori said that we will repeat it few more times. She left the room and after 5min came back. She Brought me a very pretty baby blue dress which I put on, she braided my hair and we headed downstairs to join the rest of them.
Walking down the stairs I could smell all the amazing foods and different scents ...

Wait! I can smell scents of different clan members and a food and there was this amazing scent I could clearly smell.. it took my breath away. It smell like forest after rain and sandalwood.. I stopped, holding for support to a hand rail.
Rori looked at me with her eyebrows arched.

"What is it Lia?" She asked worried.

" I don't know .. s-something is different "