Mixed Direction

Chapter Twenty- Three: Endlessly Live

{Jesy's POV}

People apparently don't leave because things get hard. They leave because they think it's no longer worth it. And it hurts when it's the people you love who let you down. I've been let down before, but not in the way that makes you feel like everything was just a lie. I should've known. Second chances are given because you want to make someone to prove that they can have your trust again. But what happens when that same person then goes and breaks it all again. I don't believe that you can ever forgive anyone after that.

I knock against Leigh- Anne's front door and soon hear footsteps coming across the carpeted floors to the door. I can hear her laughing, probably at something she was talking with her fiancé about.

The door gets pulled open and Leigh smiles at me when she first looks, but at second glance I watch her face dramatically change and worry takes over all of her features.

"Jesy, what's wrong?" Leigh asks, her eyes wide with worry. I sniffle and use my sleeve to wipe away the tears staining my cheeks and swelling up my eyes. "Did something happen to the baby?" Leigh panics, her arms rising to my shoulders.

"No," I shake my head and Leigh- Anne pulls me into a tight hug, rubbing my back as she soothes me, my tears falling u of my eyes as I cry into her arms.

"What's wrong then gorgeous? Hey, what's up Jes?" Leigh pulls back and looks into my eyes.

"Jordan, my Jordan is a dickhead. He's gone! He's fucking left because he's too much of a mother fucking coward to deal with a child!" I tell Leigh- Anne, anger starting to radiate throughout my body. "After so long! Fucking bastard! He's a fucking ass!" My voice raises with each word.

"He what?" I hear a deep voice from behind Leigh and look behind her to see Harry standing there, Jade and Liam behind him. Jade looks really shocked and Liam has anger written all over his face. Harry has looks that could kill.

"Where is he?" Liam grabs his coat.

"No! Liam! Don't!" Leigh- Anne's Jordan grabs Liam's waist and holds him back. "Two wrongs don't make a right," Jordan Kiffin warns Liam. "Just come inside Jes, it'll be okay."

I follow Leigh- Anne inside and she gets me to sit on the couch with Jade and her. Jordan Kiffin makes me a drink and Harry and Liam sit opposite us, both angry, looking at the ground like they're plotting my Jordan's death.

My Jordan. Hardly. He's just some fucking ass who has been a coward since day one. How dare he take me back from Jake after everything and then do this! We've been trying for a child forever and now he decides that he doesn't want it! When I'm three months pregnant he decides that he can't cope and he is leaving.

Up and gone this morning. Probably already on the plane to America or wherever he was moving to. Stupid fucking bastard. I just want to grab his neck and wring it out like a cloth.

"It's over," Liam speaks up through the silence. We all look across at him and he's looking at me. "Jesy, I don't want to you go near him ever again. I don't care about your marriage or whatever, and he obviously doesn't care enough to stick around for you and the baby. He's not worth this Jes," Liam tells me. "If he tries anything he will be sorry, and I mean that."

"His part in your story is over," Harry adds.

Maybe they're right. I don't need Jordan. His part in my story is over. Yes, my story. He can go have his own fucking story. But this story is mine. Mine and my baby. I am stronger than whatever he thinks he is. I am a woman. I know how to be strong. So why the fuck should I cry over this?

"You're right," I tell the boys. "He is a waste of my time and I can do this. I have all of you guys for started and secondly no real man does that," I decide and they all nod their heads, smiles breaking across all their faces.