Mixed Direction

Chapter Thirty- Four: Yellow

{Jordan's POV}

My Dad told me something when I was young. He said that you don't marry the person that you can live with, you marry the person that you can't live without.

And that is what I intend to do, today. I am going to marry the girl who broke my heart when we ended our relationship, and then when we got back together, she broke it even more, and now every milestone that we pass, my heart is slowly getting pieced back together.

"Jordan, I just want to get married at the courthouse and that be it," Leigh warns me and I nod my head, continuing to shuffle her towards the stairs.

"I know Leigh- Anne, but just go upstairs, your outfit is up there, take a shower, get dressed, make sure you're back downstairs by ten- thirty and it will all be fine," I reassure. "We will go to the courthouse, get married and then come home, okay?"

"Okay," Leigh nods then presses a kiss to my cheek and runs up the stairs. Leigh- Anne didn't want a big wedding, well she did, but she wants to just be married more than she wants the big white wedding. So that's what we're doing. She'll wear a simple white dress, I'll wear a suit and we will go and get married.

"Jordan," Perrie's voice interrupts my thoughts and I turn around to where the front door is, smiling when I see her standing there with her daughters.

"Hey!" I whisper greet them and I walk over, Lillie stretching out her arms for me to pick her up, which I do. "Thanks for this," I smile and Perrie returns that cheeky grin she does.

"You sure you're okay with this?" Perrie asks, motioning to the three children.

"All good! They're always angels for me," I respond and Perrie rolls her eyes.

"Alright then, I'll see you three later, bye bye," Perrie kisses each of them. "See you Jords, good luck," Perrie smiles and then goes back out the door, leaving me with Ellie, Lillie, and Rosie.

I might've told Perrie against Leigh- Anne's wishes two weeks ago. Leigh didn't want the girls or lads to know because then they would complain about why they aren't coming. I knew Perrie wouldn't, I knew that she would understand so I asked if I could take Ellie, Lillie and Rosie with us, like little flower girls I guess.

"How are you girls?" I ask, scooping up Rosie too as Ellie walks along next to me, carrying a bag.

"Good," Rosie smiles and then Lillie starts playing with my nose as I lead them towards the study. I'm going to get them ready in there, because the odds are they're going to make enough noise even if I tell them to be quiet, and I don't want Leigh to come down.

"Excited?" I ask.

"Yes," Lillie giggles. I don't think they know what they're going to be doing, but it's cute to see that they're so happy. Children really have no cares in the world. They enjoy everything they do. They're basically excited just to be alive.

We make it to the overly large sized study and I put the twins down, closing the door behind me. Ellie places the bag down and looks at the three dresses lying across the couch.

"Okay girls, we have to be quiet, okay?" I ask. They all nod and place their fingers over their lips, making 'shhh' noises and giggling quietly. I can't help but smile at how cute they are. I cannot wait to have children.

"Well, Ellie this dress is for you to wear," I hand Ellie her white dress. "And these two are for you two trouble makers!" I hand the smaller identical white dresses to Lillie and Rosie, whilst they giggle. I swear to God that Lillie and Rosie are always laughing- and Ellie's always up to something.