the next morning
i wake up ian's laying on my dick my back hurts my neck hurts everything hurts all because of this fucker i move his hair out of his face he's so pretty why do i put him through this shit with terry it's not fair he's so perfect he doesn't deserve this life or me i love him so much he wraps his arms around me svetlana walks in with her girlfriend and the baby she hands me her
|hold her now i'm putting her up for adoption|s
|why you bought all this baby shit|-m
|i don't love her|-s
|alright i guess what's her name|-m
|never named her|-s
she walks away why do i feel bad i put her on my chest don't get attached mickey mandy walks out
|take the baby now|-m
she rushes over and picks her up she immediately fell in love i can see it in her face
|any luck with ian|-mandy
|he was awake all night wouldnt let me move but he's asleep now|-m
|it's good you got him out here|-mandy
|why my whole body hurts there's not enough room for both of us|-m
|you got him close to you he wouldn't let you leave he needs you mickey|-mandy
she comes and sits down on the couch
|see he's got his arms around you he's keeping you as close as he can get to you|-mandy
|is that why he's on my dick|-m
i pull him up more she laughs
|your lucky he's a cute sleeper no one i know is a cute sleeper other than babies|-mandy
|he is- stop making me a fag|-m
|mickey let it up he needs you to be honest with yourself|-mandy
i sigh and look at him i slightly smile
|admit it mickey svetlana had no problem yesterday it's just us|-mandy
|mandy everyone fucking knows i love him ok lip knows you know svetlana debs carl fiona what am i admitting|-m
|your admitting your gay mickey|-mandy
|if i love him im gay he knows i love him|-m
|mickey your gay but look how you act you don't see that shit oh i'm ian's best friend that's what hurts him|-ma
|i love him i show him love why the fuck does it matter one person doesn't know|-mi
|your showing him you care more about what people think than you care about him|-ma
|he knows i don't give a fuck|-mi
|your so oblivious no he doesn't|-ma
|look at us i pulled him out of bed to get him to be with me no one ever does this for someone they don't care about|-mi
she gets up and walks into her room slamming the door ian wakes up he tries getting up i pull him down
|stay|-m
he still gets up
|ian please|-m
he walks into my room i feel like i'm gonna cry i grab my coat and walk out and straight to fiona's i get in debby and carl are eating breakfast
|where's lip|-m
|he's upstairs about to leave|-carl
i walk upstairs he's putting his shirt on
|you gotta help with ian man he won't get up|m
|why whats wrong|-l
|he's having an episode|-m
|look i gotta get to school call me tomorrow if he still isn't up i'll cut class|-l
he walks out i sit on ian's bed what the fuck do i do i walk back to my house ian's still in bed i get into bed with him i roll him over he looks at me fuck he's so drained
|how about we get that pretty face of yours cleaned up go for a walk maybe hit the alibi visit kev see how the babies are|-m
he nods i smile
|i'll get the shower ready|-m
i get up grab a towel and turn the shower on i walk back into my room ian's sitting up i pull him up and hug him
|i'll make some food for you|-m
|where's the baby|-i
|you wanna see her|-m
he nods i get her from mandy and hand her to him he smiles
|whats her name|-i
|she doesn't have one svetlana wants to put her up for adoption|-m
|oh well she has your eyes|-i
i smile and take her back he gets in the shower while i cook breakfast im getting somewhere with him and if i can do it he doesn't have to go anywhere
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GALLAVICH untitled
Fanfictionian gallagher and mickey milkovich povs it's their journey together and rewritten in my own way this book shows mickey and ian's thoughts on each others actions without smutty stuff