GALLAVICH untitled

feel something

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after school milkovich house ian's pov
me and mickey are on the couch watching tv with ella and svetlana they're making out terry walks in with collin
|how the fuck are you out|-m
|YOU BOTH ARE FAGS|-t
|carrot top go get irina|-s
i get up and grab irina from her crib and sit down with her
|you see baby that is your baby but all four of us raise her me ella mickey and orange boy|-s
|you let go of that baby gallagher|-t
|or what|-i
|what did you just say|-t
|or what are you gonna hit me with a fucking baby in my hand|-i
|no but i'll shoot you and everyone in this room|-t
|leave terry we are happy family we make money my boys go to school it is great|-s
|i will send you right back to where you came from so don't fucking test me|-t
|no one's shooting hitting or sending anyone anywhere get the fuck out or your going right back to jail|-m
|for what huh|-t
|debbie and mandy they'll say exactly what happened|-m
|you do that shit i will kill all of you right here right now and what about svetlana she raped you huh you gonna tell them that happened|-t
svetlana picks up the phone
|hi i'd like to report a rapist we need him in jail immediately|-s
|SVETLANA|-t
|yes my sister in law has been raped since young girl and recently young girl debbie was touched by him. yes i give you address he is on parol and needs to be gone now there is baby girl in house i do not feel safe|-s
terry pulls out a gun me and mickey do aswell
|how about that 2 against one what do you say ian one in each eye?|-m
|sounds good to me and hey maybe later we can hit up that gay bar to celebrate|-i
|i say we tie him down play russian roulette until cops here|-s
|you fucking queers your over you here me|-t
|you take one step or one shot we fire two to your dome|-m
fiona walks in she screams
|OH MY GOD|-f
|not good time fiona|-s
|what is happening|-f
|terry fucked up first hour out|-m
|oh shit carry on then i'm just here for liam|-f
|my bed he's asleep|-m
she walks past us and walks out with liam about 20 minutes later police show up
|terry it's been 2 hours|
|my fucking family keeps calling the cops|-t
|oh you think we're family|-m
they take him out i hand svetlana irina i put my boots on and my jacket
|where are you going|-m
|train it's been a while|-i
|want me to go|-m
i shake my head and walk out
MICKEYS POV (5 hours later)
it's dark out no ian he only brought one coat it's snowing for fuck sake i get my shoes on i grab a jacket and head to his training spot i hate being here i hate that i hurt ian back then i walk upstairs he sitting on the ground with a beer and a smoke his arm is bleeding
|what did you do and why aren't you home|-m
i walk closer it's a huge slit wrist to elbow next to him is a piece of bloody glass fuck
|i fell and i'm training just taking a break|-i
|did you do this to yourself ian|-m
|i fell|-i
i pick up the glass and look at him
|ok i did it to myself|-i
my stomach drops i feel heavy like my throat it feels like i'm gonna cry why would he do this to himself why
|let's go to the alibi and have v patch you up|-m
|im not done training|-i
|the fuck your not done i say your done let's fucking go|-m
he gets up and throws the beer out the window he's slipping losing himself completely
IANS POV
i get to my spot i start training at least three hours in i take a break then back to it i grab a beer and light a cigarette i feel nothing no high no buzz nothing i need to feel i grab a piece of broken glass i put it to my wrist and up it goes i still feel nothing it starts gushing blood mickey walks in
MICKEYS POV
we get to the alibi ian's dripping blood everywhere svetlana and ella are sitting at the bar with irina breastfeeding
|baby are you ok?|-v
she grabs a towel and wraps his arm
|i wanted to feel something|-i
|baby you snort coke or shoot up heroin not cut yourself|-v
|don't give him ideas he's been gone for 5 hours i found him like this|-m
svetlana walks up to him
|why ian|-s
|hey you said my name|-i
he giggles no one's laughing but him
|does this make you feel good|-s
|yea it does what about it|-i
a tear trails down her cheek
|don't cry svet he's ok|-v
|i care about you and you hurt yourself|-s
|you don't care about me|-i
v start's wrapping his arm
i step away and call lip
-hey what's up-
-come to the alibi ian's gone-
-where'd he go-
-he's with me but he's not ian he fucking cut his whole arm open to feel something he's drunk i'm pretty sure-
-i'm on my way-
caleb walks in
|caleb what's up|-i
ian kisses him wow he's gone far to gone for me i walk out lip runs up to me
|is he ok?|-l
|i dont fucking know and frankly i don't give a shit|-m
|what happened|-l
i start crying
|he's gone tell him i'm gone too|-m