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mom.

IANS POV
it's now 6 i've been at work all day mickey wanted to watch lia so i let him he texted me
-with lia at the alibi she's asleep upstairs-
-k down the street-
i pull in and get a call from a random number
-hi is this ian gallagher-
-yes-
-hi i'm hyde from cook county hospital i wanted to let you know your mother monica has passed from an overdose-
-oh uh ok-
i feel my heart drop
-we know this is a difficult situation so we will give you time but you will need to take her and figure out her plan-
-ok thanks-
i hang up and walk in
|hey ian|-kev
i don't say anything i sit down with mick kev
hands me a beer
|no i need a shot and keep it coming|-i
he hands me one i down it mick puts his hand on my back i nudge it off kev hands me another shot down and down they go 6 shots
|man i gotta cut you off or you have to tell me what's going on with you|-k
i shake my head i hand him a 20 and a 10 30 dollars 5 for each shot
|im done i gotta go home|-i
|ian what's wrong|-mickey
|nope i'm grabbing lia drive my car home|-i
|im not letting you leave with her|-kev
|yea not after 6 shots|-v
|fine mickey take her home|-i
i walk out and straight home svetlanas on the couch i sit next to her
|what is wrong|-s
|my moms dead|-i
|you hate her|-s
|no i don't think i do|-i
|how come|-s
|she understood me she connected with me she loved me|-i
|she did none of that orange|-s
|but she did she knew how it felt to be crazy and why i do the shit i do she really wanted to love me and i pushed her away|-i
MICKEYS POV
i get inside with lia ian's asleep on svet his head resting on her lap i put lia down and sit down
|what happened|-m
|his mother is dead|-s
|he hated monica|-m
|it appears not she understood him|-s
|bullshit she influenced him to not take his pills and mentally abused him|-m
ian wakes up svet gets up and i take her place but i lay down with ian he wraps his arms around me laying on my stomach
|wanna talk about it?|-m
|no|-i
i kiss his head and hold him close i don't like this couch i fucking hate it everything goes wrong when i'm on this couch
IANS POV
i don't even like my mom i hate her but i just click with her like i know i'm a part of her but i actually feel like i'm a part of her yknow we have so much in common and we do the same things but she didn't have a mickey like i do frank was never a mickey frank didn't drop everything for monica frank didn't lay on the couch in silence with monica frank never cared about monica like mickey cares about me i bet frank doesn't even care they didn't even get divorced he invested in her death mickey wouldn't do that i think atleast.
NEXT MORNING MICKEYS POV
i wake up ian's not here i get up and check my room no ian or lia i go into mandy's old room svet has irina and lia
|wheres e|-m
|i dont know he woke up freak out then left|-s
i grab my coat and shoes and run out i call ian it goes straight to voicemail i drive to his house i run in everyone's eating breakfast
|you heard from ian?|-m
|nope but we're celebrating monica dying later tonight you guys should come|-lip
|something tells me ian might not be up for that right now|-m
i walk out and call him again straight to voicemail i drive to the baseball fields ian's sitting on the ground knees to his chest drinking a bottle of whiskey i walk up and hop the fence
|why aren't you answering me|-m
|busy|-i
|busy doing what|-m
|thinking|-i
|get up|-m
|no|-i
i pull him up but he pushes me off him
|ian don't be like this you k ow your mom was t a good person|-m
|you don't understand she knew me not ian jacked up on pills she knew me plain old ian just me|-i
|no that's not plain ian you used to be happy but shit got fucked up it's a disease it took over but we're fighting it taking back happy ian with your pills|-m
i pull him up and kiss him he hugs me
|let's get out of here we gotta get ready for the party for your meth head mom|-m
he laughs and sniffs i look at him and wipe his tears