but I love you.. bakugo x deku

CHAPTER 32

Izukus pov:

I went to the room and went to the side table that my phone was sitting on and texted kacchan. If he wanted to come over, he said yes, and he would be over in a few minutes

I had very mixed feelings and thoughts. I was very happy he was coming over but also very nervous the last time we saw each other we kissed and also fought and then he left me

A few minutes go by, and then I hear Aizawa shouting for me

I stepped out of the room and went to where I was being shouted from and got greeted by kacchan with a soft smile. Aizawa and Kacchan were previously talking about something before I had walked in

"Hey nerd," he says while walking towards me and ruffling my hair with a smirk

"H-hi Katcchan," I say, smiling and then fixing my hair from it being messed up by kacchan

"Come on, where is your room?" He asks while looking around

It wasn't my room I was just saying here as a guest due to Aizawa and Present Mics kindness, but I didn't correct him and just walked to the room I was staying in while he wallked behind

I opened the door and stepped in as kacchan still followed behind, and I sat on the bed while he sat next to me, looking around the room

"Big room, it's nice," he says as I just nod in response

It was just awkward silence for a few moments as kacchan just looked like he was thinking about something hardly and deeply

"Hey, erm deku?" He says, wanting to say something to me that seems important

"Mhm?"

"I'm sorry." He says while looking at me

"W-what? What for..?" I asked, confused and concerned he never said sorry for anyone

"For what happened at the hospital?" he adds on

What does he mean the kiss..does he regret it?of course he dose,damn I'm so stupid!

"I shouldn't of shouted at you and left you, there was many other things I could of done to help you but fuck I just-" I cut him off

"what..?" I asked softly and quietly

"Hm..?" He says wanting me to carry on what I was saying

"So y-you don't regret the kiss then..?"I asked softly and tearing up slowly slightly smiling in hope that he doesn't regret it

"Oh fuck no deku! Is that what you thought I was sorry about?" He asks as I just nod while tears rolling down my cheeks

"Oh no, deku, of course I don't regret that," he says while pulling me in a comforting hug as I collapse into him, and he just rubs my back, comforting me

After I had a few moments, I pulled out of the hug and wiped my face with my sleeves of my hoodie

"Sorry," I say, still wiping my face. I felt bad just crying on him like that

"There's nothing to be sorry for idiot" he says while slightly chuckling

"But izuku, can we go back to the shouting thing now? I think we need to discuss some things if u feel okay now to?"

"Mhm.." I didn't want to, but I knew we had to get grabs my hands softly for comfort

"I'm really sorry for leaving you. I shouldn't of there were many other things I could have done to help you, but I did the worst at just leaving you."

"It's okay, kacchan," I say with a bright smile

"And also can we talk about maybe the food thing...?"He asked

I just slightly nod with a bit of a frown

"Why don't you want to eat Izuku?"

There was no point in hiding it from him anymore, and I think I can trust him now

"My mum said I needed to lose weight awhile back..a-and I erm d-dont really like eating anymore it makes me feel gross like I shouldn't be eating anything at all since she said I was getting really fat and well I feel really guilty eating now i guess and I dont want to gain anymore..."

His eyes widened, and he started kinda tearing up?

"Oh, izuku..." He says while looking at me while I don't face him

"Izuku, you're beautiful. You don't need to lose any weight. You're perfect and certainly not fat. Your mum is so wrong, " he says while smiling at me in comfort as I just blush

"Izuku, you know what you're doing is very dangerous. You're harming yourself.You need food to live and work properly, baby. You need to eat." I blush madly at the pet name while also upset, knowing what kacchan is saying is right

"Have you eaten today?" He asks

"Aizawa m-made me toast and cut it into 6 pieces, and I ate two, but I felt sick after kacchan.. I don't like it."

"I know it's okay, izuku, good job, for eating some izuku and trying I'm proud of you," he says while smiling at me. I blushed at the praise

"Baby, do Aizawa and Present Mic know?" He asks

I shake my head
"N-no," I get flustered again at the name

"I think it's best if you tell them izuku we both can if you want."

I just nod my head slightly

"But baby, you know you're perfect, just the way you are. Your mum is completely wrong she's an awful person." I smile brightly. I was really lucky to have a kacchan

"Damn, you're really cute idiot" he says while smiling and puts his hands on my cheeks

I blush madly

Time stops, and kacchan leans into my lips untill their was no gaps between us. Both our lips are pressed against each other, filled with love as we both close our eyes

I was in love with kacchan

To be continued..

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