lost you once | joão felix

i missed you meu amor

*THERE WILL BE SMUT *

i drove him still think about the words he said, do i love him? Well of course i do! But theres Jude...

jude cared for me when no one was there, even when joão and i were together, jude was still there...

he supported my decisions and supported my relationship with joão.

i cant just leave Jude hanging... i mean after all the things he's done for me, i just cant. He has been waiting for me for a long time and i know he has, he's loved me since forever.

i drove over to Jude's hotel that he was staying in, i knew he was there by his car.

i knocked on his door and he opens it.

"cassie!!" i yells giving me a big hug

"hii judey!"

"come in!"

i walked in his hotel room

"so what brings you here?"

i hesitate and sigh, i walk to his couch and he sat aswell

"jude i need to ask you something."

"ask away"

"do you still love me?"

"of course i do."

"i mean like not in a best friend way"

"oh... yea i do." he scratches his neck, ugh this makes it 10x harder.

"jude i know you love me and i will always love you too but i love joão."

he sighs

"i know"

"jude i will love you forever as a best friend."

"i understand and i support you in whatever you do cass"
he smiles

i smile aswell and give him a big hug

"thank you for understanding" i kiss him on the cheek

we said our goodbyes and i drove to joão house.

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i had to tell joão i love him.

i knock on his door, he opens the door he looks shocked to see me, his dog floki jumped on me

"hi floki!" i say petting him i looked up at joão

he had wet hair i think he just took a shower and he had no shirt on.

i hug him immediately, he stumbles back and hugs me back

"woah"

i looked up at him and he had a smile on his face

"i love you too joão."
he looks shocked but happy.

he grabbed my face and he placed his lips on to mine and i kissed him back, it gets hot almost immediately.

his lips were on my neck leaving me marks, i rest my head on his shoulder and let him do his thing.

"i missed you meu amor" i he says in between kisses, he taps my thighs signaling me to jump, i jump and he carrys me upstairs to his bedroom.