cassie has been feeling down, cassie recently found out she miscarried the baby.
i had to be strong for cassie even though i was devastated about the lose of our child.
cassie didn't want to continue modeling anymore, she didn't want to do anything with her life. i convinced her to still do modeling but just take a break because of what happened and she agreed.
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cassie.ronaldo: over the few years i've learned so much from modeling, it's my passion to model, i've worked with so many great people and brands, but recently my mental health hasn't been the greatest due to me miscarrying João's and my child. So i'm taking a break from modeling and will be back as soon as possible. Thank you for all your support and love💗 ❤️liked by: 3,839,622 people 💬:56,721 comments user625134:it's because of joão cheating on cassie obviously cassiefanpage: who else thinks it's joão's fault🙋🏻♀️ idgaf.dawson: poor cassie and bruna.
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she posted on her instagram and there was a lot of hate torwards me, saying it was my fault.
it was my fault.
i walked into our room.
"cass?"
"yes?"
"it's my fault." i sat beside her on the bed
"have you been reading the comments?"
i nod
"hey it's okay, you made a mistake. i still love you, you know that right?" she says running her hands through my hair
"i know but i made you lose the baby."
"shut up joão. who cares about what they say? i love you."
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a few weeks has passed and cassie and i were trying to hold on, she would randomly cry in the middle of the day and i had to comfort her, i didn't have any games till september.
so i was home with cassie, with her in my arms, she was asleep and i couldn't stop thinking about everything.
"joão?" i heard a little voice
"yes?"
"i'm hungry"
"oh uhm do you wanna go eat something?"
"yea" she sits up and rubs her eyes
we order mcdonald's, and we sat to eat. cassie was all happy and enjoying her meal.
how could she be happy?
"hey you okay?" she asks putting a fry into her mouth
"no cassie im not"
"why?"
"we just lost our baby god damnit!" i lash out, she flinches
"are you not sad?"
"how can you say that? she whimpers
"are you even sad?"
"don't say that to me, ever"
"are you though?"
"of course i am! so what do you want me to do? get pregnant again? huh? im not the reason why our baby's dead! you caused me so much shit these past few months!" she yells pointing at me
"so it's my fault? your the one carrying it!"
"i didnt say that." she looks away, i felt bad.
i calm down and take a seat
"i'm sorry joão, i lost our baby" she sniffles, i don't say anything and i hug her, the hug was saying it's our fault, we failed as parents.
