lost you once | joão felix

the extra mile

Cassie's POV

i left, i couldn't stand to see him.

i called jenna.

"what's up?" she sounds tired

i just start sobbing "j-jenna i n-need you to pick me up"

"wha-okay i'll be there in 10" i hang up and have my luggage in my hand sobbing in the middle of the neighborhood waiting for her.

i hear the front door open and it was joão

"cassie please let-" he had tear stains all over his face

"shut up, don't you understand i don't wanna see you anymore" i snapped, i felt bad but he deserves it

"cassie my lov-"

"stop calling me that!"

i hear jenna pull up and she gets out of her car slamming the door

"yo what the fuck happened?" she looks at me then looks at joão "what the fuck did you do?" she yells at joão

"he cheated on me" i deadpan

"what the fuck is your problem? cassie always goes the extra mile for you! cant you give her a break?" she scoffs and grabs my hand and leads me to her car, i see joão walking back into the house.

"that dumb motherfucke-"

"jenna please stop" i sob

"i'm sorry i'm just so upset!" she softens her face

"i know me too" i wipe my tears

she mutters somthing i don't understand.

i got to jenna's house and once we go in we always sleep together when we sleepover.

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‼️JOÃO FELIX REPORTEDLY SEEN WITH A DIFFERENT GIRL AT THE CLUB‼️

i hated joão, every part of my body hates him, expect my heart.

i still love him dearly, but i cant we're over.

i woke up with jenna not in bed, the smell of breakfast lingering around.

i didn't wanna get up, i wish i was in someone's arm right now.

cassie, we had a long rough year, i made the biggest mistake i ever made and it was letting you go. I promise to you and myself i will never ever let you go again, cassie will you be my girlfrien-

shut up cassie, it's fine. Your the one who ended it.

João's POV

i was in bed not wanting to do anything, i fucked up with the girl i loved most.

if i loved her so much why would i do that?

i checked my phone and notifications blew up my phone and it was about me with another girl at the club.

i wanted to jump off a cliff.

no i don't, i wanna make it up to cassie.

Cassie's POV

i left jenna's house and thanked her for her hospitality.

i didnt know where to go, i called cris.

"hey cass what's up?"

"uhm cris, can i stay over at yours"

"what happen- i mean yea of course"

"okay" i hung up and called an uber to joão's house i needed to grab a few things

i opened the front door, it was quiet, i wonder where floki is?

"hello who's there" a familiar voice, i see joão looking down from the stairs

"i'm just here to pick a few things up" i say unamused

"cassie please let me make it up to you" he begs

"no, we are done."

"cassie-"

"joão i still love you a lot, but i'm so sick of your shit! what happened to "i lost you once" huh? well guess what? you lost me again, you officially broke me, broke us!" i yell

i walk up the stairs and he follows me, i grab a tote bag and shove things inside

"where are you going?" he softly asks

"anywhere but here" i say coldly

"cassie please don't leave, this is our house"

"no, not anymore. I'm not sleeping where another girl slept, no way"

"cassie please i-i made a mistake!"

"yea and so did i!"

"what?" he starts crying

"this, this was a mistake. i shouldn't have believed all the bull shit you said to me that one day!"

"you don't mean that!"

i know i didnt mean it, but i was hurt.

i stayed slient

"bye joão" i leave

my uber was here and i got into the car, but i got a dm from instagram

its.gina

hey girly, it's me the girl from last night, uhm so joão and i didn't have sex, i started hitting on him when he was drunk and he didn't want it, but i forced it, he brought me home and i started kissing him and he didn't want it, but it was late at night and i didn't have a ride home so i asked him if i could stay, he said yes. All i can say is he truly loves you, he would not stop talking about you.
seen by cassie.ronaldo

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i didnt say anything, social media was all the dots about everyone feeling bad for me, or it's about bruna and me against joão and neymar.

whatever.

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