lost you once | joão felix

drunk words are sober thoughts

we got in the car and left for the party.

"who's going?"

"you know how the world cup is coming up?"

"yea?"

"portugal team is meeting up and just having fun"

"so my brothers gonna be there?"

"yes"

i nod.

once we get there joão opens the door for me and hold his hand out for me. i smile and kindly take it, as we walk he puts his hand on my waist and we walk in.

i see cris run up to me.

"cass!" he hugs me
"joão!" he hugs joão after me

"oh i missed you two together!" he says holding joão's shoulder

i looked at joao and smiled.

"okay well have fun!" he says walking off

joão and i walk to the couch in the club, joão manspreaded the couch which was pretty hot not gonna lie.

i sat next to him and everyone started talking, i didn't know what to do so i went to go get drinks.

"i'm gonna go get a drink"

"i'll come with you"

"i'm a grown woman joão"

he chuckles and i leave him to go to the bar, i sat down and a bartender came over to me.

"what shall i get you linda?"

"anything." i sigh

"alright" he says making somthing

"why so tense linda?"

"nothing"

"well there has to be something.."

"now why would i share my life with a stranger?" i smile

he gave me the drink
"i'm Carlos"

"mhm"

"what your name linda?"

"not interested"

"fine i'll just call you linda"

"fine with me" i say taking a sip

João POV

cassie just left for a drink hopefully she won't get intoxicated.

every few minutes i check on cassie just for her to be careful, she talking to someone, she's talking to a guy.

i observe a little longer just so i'm not a helicopter boyfriend.

i hear him say the word "linda" i make sure i hear him correctly and he says it again, that's it.

i walk over it her and i look at the guy as kiss her cheek, he looks confused.

"oh hey joão!" she sounds a little tipsy

"hi mi amor, you okay?"

"yea... try this!" she says shoving a drink in my face

"i'm okay amor." i say

"just one!"

"no my love i have to watch out for you." i look right at the bartender and really emphasized the my love

"i should go" he says

"yea i think you should."

"wait carlos!" she says stopping him
"joão this is carlos and carlos this is joão"

"yea i'm her boyfriend."

"oh uhm i'll catch you later lind-" he realizes he was about to say linda and stops and walks away.

"aww you scared him away!"

"good"

"what? anyways try please just one!"

"fine" i give in, i take a shot and i was done.

"lets dance."she slurs grabbing my hand

"amor-"

she starts grinding on me.

woah.

i try stopping her because i don't want to get introuble with cristiano.

"Cassie, meu amor, por favor, pare, não quero que seu irmão nos veja, vou ter problemas"

(Cassie, my love, please stop, I don't want your brother to see us, I'm going to get in trouble)

"i'm a grown woman and your a grown man this is what grown people do." she says kissing my cheek.

i look behind me and cristiano was behind me.

"your just gonna let my sister grind on you like that?" he laughs

i smile awkwardly

"to be honest your sister is fucking hot." i smile

cristiano laughs and pats my shoulder and walks away, cassie come closer to me, she puts her arms around my neck and whispers in my ear

"você pode me foder? porque eu estou com muito tesão" she says looking into my eyes
(can you fuck me? because i'm so horny)

"cassie my love your drunk."

"drunk words are sober thoughts.." she says

"i'd rather have sex with you remembering it, let's get you home amor" i say whispering into her ear than holding in to her

"okay" she says without an argument.