i was at the club with my friends and i went to go find them, i found them and they were already starting to drink, i sat down.
"hey joão" they slur
"hey"
"why so tense?"
"nothin-"
"yo look at those hot girls.." they start pointing at girls who just walked into a club
"let's go hit on them" they were drunk as fuck
"oh wait joão i forgot you have a girlfriend, looks like you can't fuck some new pussy" they tease me
"shut up, your drunk"
"drunk my ass, i barley even had a drink"
i side eye them and look at all the glasses they drank out of
they start walking torwards the girls and i look away and order a drink, then another, and another.
at this point i don't even care what happens.
Cassie's POV
our photoshoot ended a lot earlier than expected, jenna and i were gonna go head to dinner, but i felt bad for joão. i mean i was about to go hang out with jenna.
"it's fine cassie i understand, we can always hangout next time" jenna says hopping into the jet
"thank you for understanding" i sigh of relief
"it's okay babes, i still love you" she hugs me
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we got to the airport and it was around 1 am, jenna got her car and she wanted to drop me off, i ddint hesitate to say no.
i got home and thanked jenna for being the best friend ever, i took out my keys and opened the door.
the whole house was dark and quiet, i'm sure joão was sleeping and i didn't want to disturb him.
i noticed another pair of high heels that weren't mine...i think?
i have so many heels i don't even remember.
as my overthinking ass i ran over to our bedroom, and lord behold there's a other girl in our bed.
João's POV
i'm getting absolutely wasted, i've met some girl 10 minutes ago and i don't even remember her name, i couldn't care less.
i took her home, i took her to our home, the place cassie calls home, i laid her in the bed where cassie and i sleep and make love and we have our deep conversations
this wasn't right
"i cant do this i'm sorry" i break the kiss
"okay..but can i stay for the night?"
i felt bad for misleading her and cassie wouldnt be home for 2 days.
"okay but first thing your leaving" she nods and takes off her dress and lays in the bed where cassie sleep, this felt so wrong.
"i know you have a girlfriend" the girl besides me whispers
"it's my fault, i shouldn't have flirted with you"
"no it's my fault, i just cheated on the girl i love the most and i misleaded you" i say rethinking life choices, she sighs and heads to sleep
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i woke up to someone screaming loudly, where am i?
"w-w-what the fuck!" i open my eyes and it's cassie, i'm confused why is she yelling?
she rips the blanket on top of me and i jumó out of bed
"what the fuck cassie! i'm trying to sleep"
"trying to sleep? bullshit! who's she!" she yells pointing at something, i turn around and it's a girl, the girl i met at the club.
fuck.
she scrambled to put on her clothes and looks at cassie
"this isn't what it looks like" she says quietly
"what? fucking each other?" she yells
i just remembered everything, i got drunk and was upset at cassie and brought a other girl, we made out, no sex. i remember that.
"fuck cassie i was drunk" i try getting a hold of her, she has tear stains on her face, her face was broken.
once i saw her face i quickly turned sober
she was hurt.
"leave!" cassie yells to the girl, and the girl quickly runs
"i-i-i gave you everything!" she pushes me away
"i even left my photoshoot early to come to you! i felt bad for you!" she points in my face
"y-you, i hate you!" she screams, once those words came out of her mouth a tear fell out of my eye
"what are you crying for!" she cries harder
"cassie i didnt...i didnt..."
"didnt what? fuck her? pfft that's hard to believe especially when she was half naked!" she looks away from me
"cassie i swear i didnt." i sob
"you know what, we are over. i'm so sick of your shit."
those words broke me, i didn't have sex with her. and i know it's still wrong but i've never felt this way about anyone the way i felt for cassie.
"don't say that... you don't mean it.."
"i do actually"
"i-i can't be with you right now" she leaves the room but before she leaves she says something
"you officially broke me joão" she looks at me and i looks back into her gorgeous brown eyes and she scoffs and leaves.
she slams the front door on her way out.
i sat there on the floor with pain filled in me.
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lost you once | joão felix
Fanfiction"cause i was blind to see that you were right in front of me" started: june 3 2023 finished: july 11 2023
