It's so easy // slash (completed)

nineteen

"guess its time to say bye huh" i sadly smiled. "yeah" slash nodded. "be safe out there, okay?" i questioned. "i'll be fine, lai" he chuckled, rolling his eyes.

"i know but people are crazy" i giggled. "but uh im proud of you, and i know you're gonna do great out there" i nodded with a confident smile.

"thanks baby...i'll give you a call whenever i can" he nodded. "sounds good!" i nodded. we shared the last kiss we'd have for a while before he picked up his bags and climbed into the rv that waited.

it drove off and i let out a big sigh. "now its just me myself and i" i sighed, collapsing on the couch. "laila?" a female voice called out, making me jump up.

"sorry for uh just walking in...but we havent seen you for the past week" dani spoke, coming into the room. "yeah, sorry about that" i sighed, inviting dani and mia to sit down.

"do you guys wanna sleepover tonight? i could use the company" i mentioned. "yeah of course! whats going on?" mia smiled. "well i went to the hospital last week" i trailed off.

"and? dont leave me waiting" dani screamed. "alright chill...i had a miscarriage" i admitted. "oh no, im so sorry" mia frowned. "yeah girl, thats horrible" dani agreed.

"its alright, ill be fine" i fake smiled. "hows slash feel about this?" dani questioned. "honestly, we havent really talked about it...i guess i've just wanted to forget about it" i shrugged.

"and thats fair" mia chimed in. "yeah, im just kinda sad he's gone on tour now" i sighed. "we feel it too, dont worry...at least we got each other" dani nodded with a smile.

"wait! you forgot about the best part" mia spoke. "what is it?" "you can drink and smoke again" she smiled. "fuck you're so right! we should light a joint! i'll be right back" i yelled, getting up.

i ran to my room and went into slashs nightstand to grab some joints he left behind. "this is gonna be amazing! we gotta smoke outside though" i smiled, inviting them.

we sat around in a circle as we passed the grass around. "i need to ask you guys something" i spoke up. "hit us" dani nodded. "do you think it was wrong for slash to tell my parents i had a miscarriage when they didnt even know i was pregnant?"

"i dont think so. it just shows that he cares about you, so he told the people you're closest to" mia shrugged. "i agree with mia, i think thats actually kinda cute" dani laughed.

"damn, i ended up lashing out on him. i feel bad" i exhaled. "at least you guys are okay now" dani smiled. "yeah, enough about me though, how are you guys?" i smiled.

"ive been doing really good, and life with duff makes it so much more fun" dani smiled. "i bet, he's cool" i nodded. "i dont see iz much honestly..." mia trailed off.

"i mean the guys are busy, im sure there's a reason" dani shrugged. "yeah, slash doesnt even come home some nights" i agreed. "yeah i guess" mia nodded, looking kinda unsure.

"are you worried he's cheating on you?" dani asked, raising a brow. "i mean kinda" she nodded. "i feel like i shouldve said something sooner, but i think i know what izzy's doing when he's not home" i spoke up.

"what?" mia impatiently asked. "last year when they were staying at my place, i saw izzy in an alley exchanging something with someone...i think he's selling drugs" i confessed.