For The Eternals

A cold shower would be good

Amy pov

I sat on the sofa in the library. It's already late, but since I couldn't sleep, I decided to give the project more time to work with. I read a book and made some notes that I thought would be very good for the project.

Suddenly I heard the door was opened. It startled me until I saw someone who did it. It was Theo.

"Cupcake, it's already late. Why do you still here? You should be in your bed now."

I snickered at him. " I couldn't sleep."

He looked at me for a while, "I will be right back" then he went out.

Several minutes after that, the door was opened again and there was Theo with a tray on his hand. It had a glass of milk and a plate of cookies.

"I know it's bad to have sugar after dinner, but I can assure you Henry made this sugar free. I don't know how he made it, but I believe him when he told me that, since I like to have meal every time I want it." He put it down into the table and he sat on the chair opposite me.

I grinned to him and grabbed a cookie from the plate. I knew why it's sugar free. It's from oatmeal and banana.

"this cookie is awesome. I don't know sugar free can be this good." Theo chimed in while munching the cookies.

I nodded to him, "Henry is surely an awesome cook. He can make a healthy cookie just with oatmeal and banana."

"oatmeal and banana? This is made from oatmeal?" he pointed the cookie in his hand. I just nodded because I had crumbles of cookie in my mouth.

"I don't really like oatmeal for my breakfast, but I like this cookie. Well.. I guess I will put oatmeal into my favorite list"

"But not for breakfast." I continued his sentence. He just grinned.

"You know me so well, cupcake"

We dug all of the cookies in just a few minutes. Not forget to drink the milk.

I remembered when my mom made me cookies when I was 5 years old. I thought it was the last time she ever made something for me. She's getting busier and busier for the whole time. I almost couldn't see her.

Theo also finished his milk. I could see the white liquid remained on his upper lip.

"You have something.."I pointed out his lip, but he seemed had no clue about it. So I stood and walked to him.

I tried to find any wipe or tissue but I didn't find one. So I just used my hand then.

I stood between his legs and wiped his lip with my thumb. I could feel how soft was his lip. I wondered how he tasted like if I kissed him. Well.. Maybe milk since he just finished his glass.

What's going on with my head? Why I felt like Melissa, the character of the book I read earlier?

If you're asking, that's the book I got from my dearest landlady, Mrs. Sullivan. Wanna know what's the story about? It's a 19 years old girl who fell in love to her best friend. Yeah.. It's full of sex, if it's helping.

The remain of the milk was in my thumb. I felt like this delicious milk couldn't be more delicious. In the heat of the moment I put it into my mouth, not to let him go out of my eyes. I could taste milk and cookie with the addition of his scent in my mouth.

Theo was stunned. His eyes were on me, exactly to the area where I put my thumb in. I could see he licked his lips. I didn't know what happened, or why but suddenly I felt the urgent to taste more. Maybe that book I'd read earlier turned something on already. My desire.

I looked his lips again. There's still a white spot on his upper lip. I moved my head slowly, waiting for his reaction. He remained calm so I thought it was the clue I needed to do more.

When I was in the right spot, I licked the remain of milk on his upper lip. I could feel the tingles so bad. It's numbing and spreaded so fast just from the single act.

The thing I didn't expect, with one swift move, I was grabbed on my hips and moved onto his lap. I could feel his lips on me. So soft and sweet. I closed my eyes to taste them better.

So this's how lips tasted.

The kiss was slow and gentle. Theo didn't do anything beyond that. After a few seconds, he stopped. His eyes were on me. Then he put his head down on mine while taking a deep breath.

"I'm sorry, cupcake. I couldn't stopped myself from doing it. You're so irresistible."

Well.. The thing was, I wanted it to be happened. I was the one who started it. Under influence of adult novel or not, it's me to be blame.

I grabbed his hand and made him looked at me.

"I wanted it. If there's one should be blame, it's me. I suggested it and I won't regret it. That's the most beautiful thing that had been happened to me. I'm sorry if I push you too much."

I stopped my rambling and looked down to my palm on my lap. Suddenly I felt a little bit embarrassed. I never do this and maybe I push it too hard and made him uncomfortable. The last thing I wanted was making something uncomfortable between us. We'll see each other everyday and if we're not in good term, I didn't know what would happened between us. It won't feel good. Stupid Melissa! I meant, Amy!

I felt a finger under my chin. It raised my face until I could see a couple of green eyes in front of me.

"That's the most beautiful thing that had happened to me too, cupcake."

His touch to my cheek gave such a sweet tingles to the area and spreaded everywhere.

"I never feel the sweetest kiss like that. You're just sweet like a cupcake you are and I want to devour you."

Now he touched my lips with his thumb.

"I'm sorry, cupcake. I became too obvious and maybe I scared you." He took his hand and made me missed his touch already.

I looked at his eyes. There I could find a sincere apology.

"Like I said, I wanted it, I suggested it and I don't regret it. There's no need to say sorry."

We sat in silent. I tried to reduce the desire in my mind by thinking something else. But it's really hard with this gorgeous guy near me. So I gave up. Before I suggested anything more, I stood and walked out to my room.

I closed the door and sat on the floor. What's going on with me? I felt my body was burning by the desire I feel from the moment earlier. I never feel like that before. Yeah, I felt it while reading the books but I never felt this hot. It's too hot and it didn't cool down.

Shower! Yeah.. A cold shower would be good.

So I was showering, a very cold shower in the middle of the night. It helped me a little. After felt the shivers on my body, I took the towel and dried myself.

After finished wearing my pajamas, I took my blanket and closed my eyes, forgetting whatever happened earlier.

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