How my life changed

Chapter 21

Hiccup's P.o.v.

I just stared at the ceiling and waited for the sleep. It now was the third night I was here with Tooth and I still had problems with falling asleep. Until I fell asleep always took forever and slowly but surely all my emotions left me. What I felt? Loneliness and emptiness. There still was no sign of where Jack or Pitch could be and I slowly lost my hope. Tooth is trying to cheer me up every day and was trying to show me that I would have every reason for hope. She meant it in a good way but the loneliness was stronger. However, one of the few good things was Toothless. The first few days I spent here, he was very shy and rarely came close to us. But now he got used to us and it's pretty obvious that the little fur ball liked me more than Tooth. She wanted to go shopping with me tomorrow. She wanted to buy me clothes and a own phone so I wouldn't stand out as much when I go to school next week. She tried everything to change my life for the better.

I sighed and let my eyes wander to the clock. The numbers were barely visible since they only were dimly lit by the moonlight. Toothianna even bought me a small nightlight after I confessed her that I was afraid of the dark. This small nightlight was at the other and of the room and filled the corner from the room with a soft yellowish tone. I sat up and tried to read the clock. Half past two. Wonderful. I sighed and let myself fall back on the bed. I mostly had nightmares lately which made it even harder for me to fall asleep. Mostly I dreamed of Pitch and how he would torture Jack or kill him while Jack repeatedly called my name and begged Pitch to let him go. However, once I had a different dream... I dreamed about me and Jack cuddling together and how he was fooling around from time to time just to cheer me up. Almost the dream would have gone a bit too far and it would have gotten heated but Tooth woke me up before anything could happen. But that reminds me... If I would ever compare Pitchs body to Jacks... It's like night and day. Pitch looked just... disgusting while Jack looked like a god or something like that. He was so perfectly toned and his skin felt soft like fresh fallen snow except in a few places like his hands for example. They felt a little rougher but in a good way. And when I think about his lower area... I felt a blush spread over my cheeks and could feel how my lower area heated up a bit. Calm down Hiccup! You can't just get a boner in the middle of the night! Annoyed, I lifted the blanket and lifted my pants up a little so the cold air could touch my lower area. Actually, I just wanted to calm myself down with that but there was a problem. It reminded me of how Jack and I had a few intimate moments... I blushed and sighed and let go of my underwear quickly. After a few moments where I really had to fight with myself, I calmed down and rolled into a ball and pulled the blanket over me. That was close... But I wonder if I will ever experience something like that together with Jack again... I hope so.

I smiled and tried to imagine how Jack and I cuddled together and didn't even notice how I slowly fell asleep.

In the morning I felt a little weight on me and groaned before I finally opened my eyes. Toothless was sleeping on my stomach, rolled up in a cute ball. I giggled and let my hand wander over the back from the little cat.

"Good morning, Toothless."

He looked at me a bit confused but finally started to enjoy how I petted him. We spent a few minutes like that until finally someone knocked on my bedroom door.

"Hiccup, are you awake?", Tooth asked me.

"Yes I am. I'll come downstairs in a few minutes.", I said and smiled. Toothless got up and stretched with his butt in my direction. "Tootless urgh. I didn't need to see that.", I laughed and sat up. Toothless meowed and jumped from my bed and ran out of the room. Shaking my head, I stood up and stretched. A short time later, I had already finished most of my morning routine. When I finally was done to make my hair look less like I just was in a tornado, I ran down the stairs and into the kitchen to Toothianna. Toothless was pretty happy right now and shook his tail while he ate something. We always had to make his food very small so he could eat it with just a few teeth. After I sat down at the table Tooth looked at me and smiled. She was by now used to me not eating anything in the morning. I didn't eat much in general lately. But as long as it wouldn't make me any problems, I will keep it like this. Tooth didn't eat an actual breakfast herself too. She just drank a cup of coffee or two and that was enough for her.