Making a Difference (sequel to PDA)

Ch. 2: Making up a Lie

~Grace~
I rushed to get away from Albany the girl that I guess I don't know anymore she isn't that 10 year old. She isn't the sweet little girl who played with me despite me being younger than her. My family and I just moved from New York back to my dad's hometown. I sighed while looking down and I pulled my long sleeves down. I bumped into two people I thought I recognized. "Um excuse me" I said to both of the teens. "Can I sit here" I asked them while I sat myself down at their lunch table. The girl gave me a smile and I smiled down next to her while taking out my lunch. "I'm Lilith and this is Levi" the girl introduced herself and my eyes went wide. "Oh my gosh, it's me Grace" I told them and Levi hugged me tight. "So you ran into Albany yet" Lilith asked me while sipping on her coke. "Yup what happened to her" I questioned while looking over at her table to which I saw the Andy guy give her a kiss on her cheek. "Yeah that pretty much how she's been since high school started and it didn't help that puberty did her justice on her looks" Lilith shrugged her shoulders like it was no big deal. "She called me emo freak" I told them. "Remember being friends with Safire is literally the worst thing to exist. "I'm sorry" Levi apologized to me. I just looked down because I know a lot of people would call me emo because of my wardrobe consists of wearing black. "It's fine, you dyed your hair" I pointed out to her. "Yup did it sophomore year along with getting piercings" Lilith gave me a small smile. The bell rang signally that lunch was over and I ran to the bathroom. The tears fell from my eyes and I couldn't stop the tears. I needed a release but i didn't bring anything sharp. I rushed to my math class pulling down my sleeves again. I'm being paranoid but who could blame. I was late and I sat in the back of the room not looking up. "Hey emo" this girl stated to me and I realized it was the same girl I ran in when I was with Albany but of course nobody noticed I was even standing right next to Albany the whole entire time. "Better get used to your nickname emo" Safire told me before facing forward of the classroom. I sighed while looking down at my feet. The bell rang and I rushed to my locker which was pretty close to my math classroom. Lilith and Levi was walking up to my locker. "You want a ride home" Lilith waved her car keys in front of my face. "Wait you have a BMW" I looked at the car keys. "We have a BMW. We have to share this car" Levi snatched the keys out of Lilith. "Whatever, at least we have a car" Lilith snatched the car keys back. I rolled my eyes. I walked out with Lilith and Levi. "Hey lesbo" Safire called out Lilith and Lilith rolled her eyes and kept walking to her car door. I sat in the backseat. "Does she always calls you that" I questioned Lilith. "Yup she always say that to Lilith" Levi stated for her. "Ever since Albany outted me in front of the whole entire school" Lilith shrugged his shoulders. "Wait your gay" I asked her a little bit shocked. "Yup" she popped the p. "And Albany told this secret to the whole school" I asked her shocked. "Yup" Lilith again shrugged. "You know Albany used to be so good at keeping secrets but now she can't keep her mouth shut" I ranted to the twins. "Yeah we know" Levi and Lilith both stated at the same time.

Lilith and Levi dropped me off at my house and i waved bye to them before rushing into my house. I ran into my room passed my dads. I locked my door and I heard a knock on my door. "Hey Gracie, how was your first day of school" my dad name Niall asked me. "It was fine dad, I'll be out. I just need to change my clothes." I stated to my dad Niall. My dad walked away and I sighed. I threw my jacket off and i looked at my cut marks along my arms. i sat down on my bed and i grabbed my box from under my bed and I opened my lock box which contained my razors along with other things that contained cut marks. I sighed and I slit my arm and i watched my blood drip out of my left arm for a bit before rushing to put on a band aid and changing into my set of sweats nice and comfy oversized sweats. I opened my door and walked back downstairs to just see my dad Niall sitting at the table with my other father Louis. They were in a heated argument over what I have no idea though. i coughed to signal that I was indeed in the room. they both turned to look at me and my dad Louis came up to me and i backed away from him. "What were you guys arguing about" I asked them even though I knew they wouldn't answer the question. in fact they would probably just avoid the question anyway. "Grace I have to go back to New York for a broadway show" My dad Louis told me and I rolled my eyes. "Of course you have to go. You not even here" I told him before rushing into the kitchen. "Grace don't be like that of course I want to be here but I have a job" My dad Louis stated to me and I just rolled my eyes. "Leave me alone" I pushed him out of the way. "You are seriously the worst father just so you know. I'm so sick of the arguing why don't you both get a divorce" I shouted at both of them before storming into my room and to see my dad Niall following after me. He glanced at my bed in shock. I totally forgot to put away my razors.

"What is this Grace, you told me you stopped" My dad grabbed my hand. "I did stop dad. I'm not doing that anymore. It's just old razors that I use to shave my legs" I lied to my dad through my teeth because I refused to be an attention seeker like Albany Malik is. I just realized I didn't even see Christian at school or at all today. I don't even have his number. "Grace, I'm sorry about the arguing but I'm promising you we will work everything out" My dad told me before heading downstairs. I laid down on my bed and sighed. Can you imagine if my dads found out about how I'm feeling, depression. I guess depression runs in the family but I don't cut for any practical reasons. If you think about it. I really didn't even want to think about school tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow I'll see Christian Styles aka the older brother of Lilith and Levi. He was basically like my older brother, or more like a sibling since I'm an only child. My dad is Niall Horan and Louis Tomlinson-Horan the super power duo. with my dad Niall is a star football player and my other dad is an actor right now he's on broadway. In the magazines no one knows that my dads are leaning towards divorce and I don't even know what I'll feel if I have to live with my dad Louis because he's never around when I need him. I should probably get used to it but I don't. I wiped my tears away and looked at myself in mirror and I put some music on and I started dancing around my room. i looked up and I saw my dad Louis giving me a small smile. "You know I love you Grace and keep up with those moves, you are certainly amazing. I have no idea where you are able to dance. you have something" My dad Louis leaves my room and I sighed while pushing back my hair. "I love you too daddy" I yelled to my dad Louis.