Making a Difference (sequel to PDA)

Ch.37: Lilith and Levi

~Lilith~

I knew that I never even said I love you to my twin brother but come one it was given because he was my sibling and that will never change. I had a bunch of memories from him but I somehow just didn't want to think about Levi because it hurts too much. I hear Chris sobbing, I hear my mom and dad just begging for Levi to come back but I knew he was never coming back. I just wanted something good to happen. I want the person who killed my brother to die in a fire, I want someone to know how hurt I am. I want to scream at the person and I knew who was driving the car. George Camp was and I rushed to his house and I rang the doorbell. I saw this woman with blonde hair and it looked like she was tired and I saw Geo's brother, Steven in the corner of the room. "Lilith what are you doing" Steven asked me and I just looked at him. "I just keep thinking that Levi didn't deserve to die but your brother may get off because you are rich and a powerful family" I said to them while crossing my arms. "He wanted to be a baseball player and your son and brother killed him" I screamed at both of them the blond lady looked at me with tears in her eyes. "Lilith I think it's time for you to go" Steven tried to push me out of the room and I shook him off. "Levi was a good kid and he was going places and you took away my twin, i hope you realize that. He was in pain, his eye had glass, and he couldn't feel his legs and now his heart gave up because of Geo and if you think I will forgive you. You are very wrong and you deserve everything you get" I stood in front of the blond lady who didn't say anything but stood there with a pained expression. "I'm sorry" the blonde lady said to me and I shook my head. "Saying sorry doesn't help but I hope Geo knows what he did won't fix it. He's gone and now my family is torn apart. My parents are arguing whose fault is it that he's dead" I told them and both of them looked down. "Tell me about Levi" The woman asked me and I shook my head. "He was hardworking and talented. He was good at football and track and heck even baseball but he was nice and friendly. Everyone loved him even the bullies" I said to them. 

I remember I was off to the side when Levi came walking down the hallway with a smile placed on his face. He had gotten off his braces and his hair was shaved on both sides. Everybody was saying hi to him and he was high-fiving people with a smile still on his face. I turned to face my locker while I put my hair up in a ponytail and I heard my locker shut closed. "Levi, what are you doing" I asked him and he just smiled at me. "I think it's time, you make friends and not be a loner"  Levi suggested to me and I rolled my eyes. "I would but ever since Albany outed me no one wants to talk to me anymore and now Susan is not talking to me" I sighed while I held my books in my arms and Levi bit his lip. He only did that when he was thinking of something. This guy name Geo smiled at Levi. "Hey dude sit with us" Geo offered and I knew he was going to sit with Geo considering that Levi was mr. popular and I wasn't. "No thanks, I'm going to sit with Lil" Levi gave me a smile and put his arm around my shoulders and I just smiled at him. "You don't have to sit with me you know" I told him while he walked me to my own class and he just shrugged his shoulders. "Family always comes first" Levi pointed out to me and  I just chuckled at this ridiculous comment. "You sound like dad" I laughed and Levi just shrugged his shoulders before he started doing our parents impression. I couldn't help but laugh and the bell rang. "That's my cue to leave so see you at lunch"  Levi did our signature laugh and I sat down at my seat which was behind Susan and her friends were laughing and pointing at me and I just looked down at my notes and tried to ignore them. I couldn't take it anymore and I rushed out the door and I felt the tears stream down my face. I turned around to see Levi just sitting on the floor in the hallway with his knees tucked into his chest. I sat down next to him and I placed my head on his shoulders. I felt the teardrops falling onto my shirt. Levi just gave me a small smile. 'What's wrong" He asked me and I just shook my head. "What's wrong with you" I asked him and we both sat in silence in the hallway by ourselves. "School sucks you know" Levi commented while wiping his nose, his eyes were wet and had pain in them. "Yeah and mom is not going to be happy hearing that we are not in class"  I commented to Levi and Levi sighed. "Do you want to know the truth, I hate that math class, I'm in and to be honest, I'm only taking these stupid AP classes and honors classes because of mom and dad. I can't disappoint them" Levi sighed while we both sat there with our bloodshot eyes. "Susan and her friends are getting to me" I shrugged to Levi and to be honest, it was easy to talk to Levi about my life and how I was feeling. I could tell him all about periods and he wouldn't be grossed out in fact he would run to the store to get me whatever I needed and be a great brother. "I love you Lil, don't let them win" Levi hugged me tight and I hugged him back but I didn't say anything at all. He knew that I cared about him. 

"That was Levi Styles, that was the person your son killed, unselfish, talented and the smartest person I know. A person who never wanted to disappoint anyone who always wanted to make someone happy even at his own expense. And someone who cared about his family more than words can express" I said to them before rushing out of the house I couldn't stay there and I felt someone tug my arm. It was Steven. "My mom wants Geo to be punished but my dad feels the exact opposite. My dad needs Geo out of jail and he won't stop at anything. They have been fighting too. Levi may have died and caused problems for you but here is a war because of what Geo did but it wasn't just Geo, it was everyone on the team and you should blame it on everyone. Geo was always wanted to be cool and do everything for everyone including drinking" Steven told me and I just nodded my head. "I just so tired of this bullshit. I want to be happy but it's so damn hard and I know what Geo is horrible for your family but he's not dead, you can visit him, you can write him but Levi won't ever have conversation me again and I feel guilty about it because I never told him I love him" I told him before walking away and ignoring him. I walked with the hood up covering my hair. I arrived at Susan and Susan just stared at me. "I can use my girlfriend right about now" I told her while biting my lip and she pulled me into a hug and I just sobbed into her chest and Susan rocked me back and forth.