The Alpha's Alpha

Twenty-Eight

Tinos POV

"Tino! You better not run away nigga!" Q screamed at me as I currently was running away from him. But damn, that dude was fast as fuck. 

Before I knew it he had jumped on my back and we collapsed on the floor of the game room in the pack house. I had been avoiding him like crazy. 

One, because having to explain to my best friend that I have been keeping a secret sucks. And two, I have been held up in Koa's room. 

Though we haven't done anything since the night I found out I had a cum fetish. Which was embarrassing to admit. Cause who the fuck has that? But that's not why. Koa hasn't touched me. Other than a kiss or when we cuddle at night. 

I'm scared I scared him. But I don't think that's possible...he liked it. 

Damn, maybe I did need to talk to Q.

"Okay, okay. Get off of me." I pushed him off but he just laid flat on the ground next to me. 

"You gon' explain or what?"

"While on the floor?"

"Yeah, you're staying right here." I huffed in annoyance and rolled my eyes. I won't lie and say the ground wasn't comfortable either though. 

"Fine, I have these depression attacks. I've had them for some time, and you happened to witness it."

"How long is 'some time'?"

"Like two years." I shrugged. But Q slapped the back of my head quickly and I winced in pain. 

"What the fuck was that for?"

"For lying to your best friend for two years! That's what."

"I guess you're right, I'm sorry man. I should have told you." I decided just to give in because he was right. Q should have been the one person I should have told. He has always been there for me and will be no matter what. "We cool?" I asked raising my hand.

"We cool." We clasped hands but neither of us moved off the floor. 

We just stared at each other. Now that was out the way there was so much I wanted to tell him. But how do I even begin?

"I have a cum fetish!" The words barrelled out my mouth and I slapped my hand over my mouth. I inwardly groaned at my childish ways as I waited for Q to speak.

"Nigga what?" A look of confusion sat on his face as he looked at me. 

"What do you mean what? Exactly what I said. And I am ashamed." I huffed out.

"I'm just confused about what the hell a cum fetish is." I groaned and rolled onto my back, knowing that I now have to dig myself into a deep hole.

"It's when you like cum...a lot." I could feel my cheeks heat up at the confession. 

"Oh, okay then yeah. Jonah has that too. He has that shit BBAADD." A laugh burst out of me. I don't know why I was nervous to tell him. "So this means you've sucked Koa's dick? How was it?" He raised an eyebrow at me and I playfully shoved him.

"Obviously it was good."

"That's what I like to hear! I'm happy you both worked your shit out." 

"I mean yeah, I guess." I sighed as I looked at the ceiling. 

"What's wrong? Somethings wrong." 

"We haven't since that night, and I'm nervous if I was too much." I could feel the embarrassment start to warm the tip of my ears.