After Effects

Chapter 7. - Welcome to Warsaw

A/N!! Hey y'all for you guys to understand my vision of who sings what in Carpe Diem i'm gonna put their initial in front of the lyric. Also i recommend listening to Carpe Diem and Karma by Taylor Swift during this chapter, on repeat:)

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I don't know how long we sat there. Maybe 5 minutes, maybe 20 minutes. Bojan didn't let go of me for one single second. I had buried my face into the crook of his neck, one of my hands resting on his shoulder, the other just lied In my lap. His arms were around me. Holding me and shielding me from the world.

Somehow Bojan had managed to calm me down.

I heard footsteps getting louder. It was probably somone from our crew who came looking for us. I was right, Jan appeared In front of us and he seemed stressed.

"I found them!" He yelled to the others. "Where have you guys been we're waiting for - wow are you okay, Tuva?" Jan cut himself off. He noticed my read eyes and how exhausted i looked. His eyes was filled with worry and his facial expression soften.

"Yeah. I just got a bit overwhelmed." I said and wiped my eyes. I had stopped crying only moments after Bojan had embraced me but i could still feel my wet eye lashes. Jan gave me a hand to help me up which i gladly took. I then helped Bojan up.

"You sure?" Jan asked and i nodded but i could tell he didn't believe me. "Okay, um... we really need to get going with the sound check then."

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The sound check went well. Somehow Bojan still sounded amazing even though he was sick so it wasn't gonna be a problem for tonight.

I made Bojan promise not to tell anyone about what happened. He didn't understand why i wanted it like that but he didn't need to. I just needed to know he wouldn't tell Kris or anyone else. I didn't need Kris worrying more than he already did or to be even more difficult than i already was.

I was about to walk into my room when Kris approached me. For a moment i thought Bojan had told on me but that wasn't the case at all.

"Yo Tuva! Can you and Nace trade rooms?" He asked me, hovering over me.

"Sure, why?" I opened the door to the room and began to gather my things. Since we just arrived yesterday i hadn't really unpacked, not that i was gonna since we're already supposed to leave tomorrow.

"Nace thinks Bojan snores because he's sick." Kris explained.

"So i have to deal with his snoring?" I stated.

"Too late you already said yes." Kris turned and hurried out of the room. I rolled my eyes and sighed. I didn't wanna sleep with someone who snored. I took my suitcase and walked to my new room.

"Bojan let me in!" I knocked on the door. He opened it.

"Hello roomie. Nace thinks you snore since you're sick so they send me to deal with it instead." I said walking into our room. I could pretty much guess which bed was mine because one was neat and one was messy.

"I guess this one is my bed." I stated, walking over to the neatly done bed. He nodded. I lied down on the bed, my head resting in my hands. He sat down next to me and stroked my hair after i rested my head on his lap. He has already changed into his stage outfit but i still needed to change into mine. We sat there for a moment in silence. It felt like Bojan wanted to say something, like he had a lot of thoughts on his mind. He must have though about my panic attack a lot since it happened earlier because he felt the need to talk about it.