After Effects

Chapter 18. - Only False Hope

When i walked into my own room i found Bojan lying on the floor. He was rolling around while giggling to himself. His giggle sounded so sweet and joyful. He was most definitely very happy right now. When i closed the door the sound from it clicking into place caught Bojan's attention. He lifted his head from the ground and looked in my direction. When he saw me a huge smile formed on his lips. Teeth and everything showing, eyes almost completely closed. 

"Solveig!" He sounded in happiness and lifted his arms into the air, signalizing the need for a hug. "I've missed you." His expression however quickly changed into a frown. "Where have you been?" He continued. 

"I fell asleep with Kris." I told him and walked over to him. I squeezed his hand and smiled at him. He continued to give me his big smile. I let go of his hand and went over to my suitcase to get my nighttime clothes. Bojan's head returned to the floor and so did his arms. He was laying on his back, one hand next to his head, the other on his upper stomach. I grabbed my Demoni t-shirt and my pink nightshorts. When i tried to buy a black pair of nightshorts the store was sold out, so i just bought the ones in my favorite color. Princess pink. As i took off my pants and changed into the shorts, i felt Bojan's eyes burn into my skin. I stole a quick glance at him and sure enough, he was closely observing me. He was clearly drunk and didn't have one ounce of shame in him, so he continued to observe me and my body. 

"What, did you sleep with him?" I was completely caught by surprise. It didn't even sound like a question, more like a statement. And Bojan sounded hurt while saying it. I took off my shirt and looked at him. 

"Is that why you're starring? To look for hickeys?" I asked, turned around and took off my bra so he wouldn't see my tits. Not that he hadn't basically seen them before. I had literally been in a see-through mesh bra the whole day and i most certainly remembered the way Bojan's eyes lingered just a bit too long on my tits, earlier today. Despite the fact that i just called out Bojan, he didn't take his eyes off of me. He only blushed and gained a smile back on his face. I put on my t-shirt. It was in a size XL so it was big and baggy on me, just how i liked it. 

"No Bojci, i didn't sleep with him. At least not in the way you think." I told him. I slowly walked over to him. "I just checked on him." Bojan had changed into a pair of beige pants and a black sweater from earlier. He looked like a fucking prince in those colors and with that long hair. 

Bojan didn't say anything. He just kept his eyes on me with some kind of glimpse in them. I couldn't put a pin to what is was. Was that what the lady referred to with the whole husband-wife-thingy? I was standing over him, looking down at this drunk boy who seemed nothing but joyful in this very moment. 

"What?" I asked him softly. A little smirk snuck onto my face as Bojan was just drunkenly starring at me. 

"Nothing." He answered in such a soft tone. I raised my eyebrows at his cuteness, feeling my cheeks heating up. I extended my hand to him. Bojan just looked at it for a moment before taking my hand. I thought he actually wanted my help to pull him up from the ground, but when i pulled at him he didn't move one bit. I looked at him confused. Then Bojan suddenly pulled me to the ground with him. I didn't actually fall and hurt myself but i did stumble to the ground after tripping over Bojan's body. I was giggling as he scooted closer to me and pulled my body against his. I was pulled on top of him while i was laughing at this drunk boy. He was too precious for this cruel world. 

"Bojan what are you doin'?" I laughed. Instead of answering he wrapped one arm around my lower back and one around my upper back, completely trapping me in his embrace. He was laughing like a child and it was contagious. I giggled into his neck. I knew he could feel my breath from it.