DATE: 28/04/2021
When something is difficult for you, it's always hard. But knowing that it's easy for others makes it all much harder. Seeing how others don't even need to care about that issue, while you constantly have to fight for it, is very frustrating. You try time after time but you can't stop failing. You take all your strength to change something but get no results.
And then you make the mistake of talking about it with someone who can't understand you. They say "don't be so dramatic", "it can't be that difficult", "you'll see how it all gets better soon" and really think they're right. They just try to help you with good intention but it doesn't work because you know the truth: it doesn't matter how much you try, it's never gonna be easy and it won't get better soon.
But you keep hoping that it can actually get better, therefore you continue trying again and again. And when you finally have the feeling of slowly being able to change something, you see the others and get jealous because it makes you feel depressed seeing the rest of the path you still have to go through to reach where the rest is. They don't even see how lucky they are. And the only thing you feel in that moment is frustration and an enormous injustice.
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