Meant to be yours!!!

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Ishika's POV:
    As I gained my senses back, I felt much tiered and pain in my whole body. Even speaking was making me tiered. After I met everyone I felt sleepy again. The doctor came and measured my blood pressure. After a doctor left the room, bhai came and sat beside me, "princess, doctor told us they need to run some tests to confirm there's no hidden injury. So are you okay with it darling??" Asked bhai looking at me hopefully and rubbing his hand on my back. I looked at him and then to Shub, "okay bhai!! I don't think I have any other options so yeah fine I'm ready" I told him. Shub looked at me concerned and so does Ishan and everyone. Bhai smiled and told the doctor and he go out and so does everyone left the room except Shub and Ishan. Shub came beside me "congratulations Shub I've seen your match" I said softly and Shub smiled and I moved my head and he came closer to me, I gave him a kiss and he smiles. Just then the nurse came in with wheelchair and informed to take me to the scan room. I cry out "Shub, I'm not going in wheelchair. I'm I'm not sitting in it. Please Shub do something, iss chair pe baith kar to accha khasa healthy insan bhi weak and miserable feel krega. Mujhe nhi jana is chair pe please Shub mujhe nhi jana is chair pe" I cried a lot and Shub hugged me, "princess, don't worry. Relax you don't need to be worried sweetheart. Agar Tum nhi jana chahti wheelchair pe it's okay koi tumhare sath jabardasti nhi krega, shh shhh bas baby, don't cry please" said Shub placing a kiss on my head. Ishan ran out of the room and Shub picked me up bridal style and took me to the room where my test was going to happen. I looked at Shub and he didn't break the eye contact. I forgot all my pain looking deep in his eyes. He placed me on a bed and I look around and I was so afraid I felt everything around me was spinning. I hugged Shub tightly and doctors looked at Shub helplessly. I saw whole my family looking at us out of the room from window. It was a CT scan room. I've always had claustrophobia. I can't even imagine myself inside that tunnel like machine. Tears were streaming down my eyes. And I was sobbing. Shub asked doctors to leave us alone for some time. Doctor left the room and Shub kissed my head with lots of love calming me down. "Listen sweetie, don't worry, first calm down. Take deep breaths darling. And now just imagine yourself with me dancing slowly at your favourite place in a small town of Switzerland. Just imagine you and me dancing slowly romantically and there is a Swiss rail around us and the train is going. We are looking at the beautiful landscape of Switzerland. I love you and I know you also love me" said Shub making me calm and I imagined as he said and I didn't knew when he made me sleep on that bed and when did I went through the test. I was still trying not to get afraid while my eyes were closed. "Baby, good job sweetie, you did it, look it's done. I'm so proud of you love" said Shub calming me down taking me in his embrace. I hugged him tightly, "Shub please please don't leave my hand until we leave this hospital. When my car was crashed, when I met that accident I felt like everything is ending, like I'm going away far far away from you, I wanted to tell you how much I'm in love with you, how much I want to spend my life with you how I tried to answer you when I heard your and bhai and Ishan's voice on the phone. But that moment was so scary I felt like I'm never gonna meet you again. Shub please don't don't leave me alone, I I love you so much please just just don't go away from me, I'll always be there with you on your matches promise baby, just don't go away, jus just don't do go g" and everything went black again.

Shubman's POV:
As Ish gained her senses back she smiled looking at me when I gave her a kiss on her cheek. But I was dying inside looking at her in this condition. Doctor said she is recovering fast and it was good news but right now she was looking so fragile and miserable. She was looking so weak and to be honest in last month or more she really became thin after she came to New York. She was looking like a fragile glass doll right now. I was so afraid to touch her that it'll be painful for her. I was worried about her CT scan test. She can't be in clustered place for more time, how is she even gonna react when she'll get to know that?? Only the thought of her being inside that tunnel like machine gave me a heartache. I felt so helpless that she is going through all this and I can't even do anything. Just then after she agreed for the test a nurse came in with wheelchair and it made me feel vulnerable just looking at it and I knew Ish is never gonna sit in that. She cried a lot. Ishan left the room to inform our family about this. But I got an idea and I picked Ish up bridal style and looked her in the eyes. She became calm and I didn't break the eye contact. I placed her on the bed and she again cried of fear. I requested a doctor to give me just five minutes and I made her imagine the dream she always told me she want to do with me. I laid her down and signed the doctor to start the test. The test was done and I praised Ish but she suddenly hugged me so tight. She told me the way she felt while she met an accident. My heart sank and hugged her tight but as she was saying she suddenly passed out. The family rushed inside the room. I picked Ish up bridal style and took her to her room. Doctor also followed me and checked on her. "Don't worry nothings dangerous, she was just stressed and well I guess that's the reason she passed out. Sometimes it happens when you go through something you are afraid of in an unpleasant situation and your mind and body is way to exhausted. So don't worry and take care that she should stay happy" said doctor. Everyone nodded. "Can we take her home?? She is afraid of injections and doctors around her. She can't be relaxed in this hospital" I said to the doctor. The doctor smiled looking at me, "yeah, of course, there's just some paperwork and she needs one injection and then she can go home. But let me tell you one thing, she must be really trust you the most because I've seen the way she listens to you and the way you feel watching her in this stat is like you can burn this world for her" said doctor. Everyone smiled, and I nodded. Doctor gave an injection to Ish and she was now sleeping on the bed. After sometime, when Ish woke up, I smiled at her and told her "we are going home sweetie, I know tumhe hospitals pasand nhi aate na, we are going home and even mom and all already left darling. C'mon let's go ??" As she heard this she squealed like babies in happiness and I place a kiss on her head. Abhay and Ishan also hugged her and gave her a kisses on her head. I then picked Ish up and Abhay did all the procedure and Ishan opened the car door and I placed her on the seat. I sat beside her holding her close and giving her the support so she can rest leaning on me. Abhay started the car and Ishan sat beside him. We drove to the home and there everyone was so happy. I place Ish on her bed and she smiles looking at all of us. "Kesa hai mera baccha? Teri bahot yaad aa rhi thi beta, bas ab tu jaldi se thik ho ja and ghar aa ja, hume nhi karna koi kam wam Bol diya hai mene or tumhari mom and aunty ne inn sab se ki ab hamara baccha kuch nhi krega, specially ghar se dur to nhi he Jane denge" said mom giving her a kiss on her head and hugging her while a tear rolled down her cheeks. Ish wiped the tears "mamma, please don't cry, I'm sorry meri wajah se aap sab logo ko itna pareshan hona pda na?? I promise I'll take care next time" she said smiling at her and mom shakes her head, "no beta, humne wese bhi fix kiya tha ki Jese he ye log yaha aayenge hum bhi aayenge or tumhe saath me leke be jayenge" said mom cupping her face and flashing her sweetest smile which is very similar to me. Then mamma came and sat beside Ish "baccha Dekh na kese aekdum patli patli ho gyi hai, aa k dekha mene fridge me or shelves me khati kya thi tu?? Haan ab bas hum ko bhi bna kar denge wo tujhe khana pdega" said mamma tapping on her head and giving Ish a kiss on her head. She smiled weakly, "mom, mamma agar me moti ho gayi na to Shub mujhe utha bhi nhi payega or Phir mujhse shadi bhi nhi krega, and to be honest I don't wanna make him go away, I just want him to be mine only" Ish said blushing and all of us laughed. "Ab sahi hai, ab ho jayegi ye jaldi se thik" said Raj bhaiya. Everyone of us burst out laughing "ahhh uhh hste hue bhi it hurts" said Ish holding her stomach. We all get used to routine in New York. And we did fixed it. Dads and Raj bhaiya took care of site here. Di, Abhay and Ishan managed our office in India from here. Mom, mamma and aunty took care of household. Tanvi took care of all the stuff around house and Sakshi helped di and Ishan in their office works. I took 24/7 care for Ish. Right now mom just made ghee paratha for everyone and she gave me a plate. I was feeding Ish, "c'mon baby, it's just last bite promise please" I told her as she threw tantrum not wanna eat anymore now. She opened her mouth and the paratha was finished. "Shubhu, I know tu mujhse picha chudana chahta hai na?? Isiliye itna sara khana khila rha hai ki me moti ho jaun or tu koi or pyari si ladki ke sath shadi kr le" said Ish being angry with me. I chukled "you look so cute when you are angry" I said smiling. "I'm serious Shub" she said pouting. "Ohh I'm sorry darling, but Tum se jyada cute ladki or kaha dhundhne jau?? You are the only person who look so hot and cute both at the same time, mujhe kya pagal kutte ne kata hai jo me koi or ladki dhundhu apne liye?? Or wese bhi koi or ladka agar tumhare paas aaya bhi na to me haddiyan Tod dunga uski, you are my baby, me kisiko tumhare qareeb nhi aane dunga" I said and she rolled her eyes dramatically. And we both laugh. She again hold her tummy. "Let me see it baby, how the scar doing now??" I said taking her hand in mine. "Shub, please no, I I mean don't look at that, it's so ugly, I'm not beautiful enough now to let you see it, I wonder if it'll go or not" said Ish being upset and concerned. "Ouch!! Baby why would you say that?? I don't love you for your body, infact every single thing you do I'm in love with all your insecurities and your feelings, I love you just the way you are, the person you are, I love you so much and no scars on your body can ever make my love fade away" I said lifting up her face looking in her teary eyes. I pecked her lips. She smiled and kissed me back. I slowly lifted her top up and pulled the bandage off her skin. I looked at the scar which was healing now. I blew my breath on it and kissed her scar. She dig her nails in my shoulder. I put new bandage on her scar after applying the medicine. She smiles and I make her sleep. She now lye down as I helped her. I lye down beside her and she nuzzles her face in my chest. I caressed her back rubbing my hand on it up and down, and soon she was asleep. I planted a kiss on her head and covered her in the comforter and get out of bed. As I switch off the lights and go out of the room closing the door behind I meet mom and mamma standing there watching everything along with Abhay and Ishan and di and Tanvi. I smiled to them and they smiled back. "Shub meet me in the living room I wanna discuss something" said mom. I nod and she lead the way. We all go to the living room. "Shub thanks bro you are doing so much things for her" said Abhay. "Abhay, pagal ho Gaya hai?? Thanks kyun Bol rha hai?? Wo meri bhi kuch hai" I said patting his back. "Yes, mom?? You were saying something??" I asked mom as I sit beside Ishan. "Shub, I don't know if the time is right or not but I think it's high time now, I think umm" said mom and paused looking at mamma, di and Abhay. They all nodded. I looked at Ishan and he gave me the concerned and confused smile. "Mom?? What happened?? Just don't hesitate, it's high time now for what??" I asked. "Shub, beta we think you and Ish should get umm get"said mamma little hesitant. "Get married??" I completed the sentence. They nod and I sigh, "I also do think this but, I don't think it's the right time to ask Ish about it. I mean just now when I asked her to show me the scar on her tummy, she was feeling so insecure about it to show it to me. She thinks that with all the scars she isn't beautiful enough for me, I managed her thoughts so hardly right now" I told them. "What??" Said di surprised. "And besides what if she is not ready?? Mom, mamma I understand your concern, that I can take responsibility for her and I'll be more than happy to do it as soon as possible but I'm just concerned about her thoughts. I don't want her to feel pressurised" I told them they all share a look with each other. "Dekha mene bola tha na Shub abhi nhi manega?? He will prefer Ish's concern first" said Ishan and Di. "Shub, we understand your feeling and your concern but kabhi na kabhi to ye krna he pdega na?? And just try talking with her about it. And hum konsa Tum logo ko aaj k aaj phere lagvane vale hai??" Said Abhay. I nodded. And then we all heard Ish's voice "ahhh, ahhh. Mammaaaa, ahhhh" and we all ran to her room. "Ishi??? What happened?? Babe???" I call out while I rushed to her. She opened her one eye and starts laughing. "Ish!! Kya tha ye?? Pta bhi hai tujhe humari jaan he nikal gayi thi??" Said Ishan scolding her. Ish pouts and tears welled up in her eyes. "To kya karu me?? I'm getting bored. Koi nhi samjhna chahta meri halat, sab log dant rhe ho except Shub. Mujhe ghutan ho rhi hai bed pe pde pde, me pagal ho jaungi" said Ish as she cried. "No princess, aesa nhi hai, we love you, and hum log sirf Dar gye the that's why, I'm sorry, please don't cry" said Ishan hugging her and giving her a kiss on her head. "Tum sab log mil kar mujhe kuch bhi nhi kar ne dete ho, aesa lag rha hai jese I'm ki me Tum sab par bojh ban rhi hu, sab log kam me busy rehte ho pura din tensed rehte ho, and Sakshi and bhabhi k liye to ye achhi baat bhi nhi hai" said Ish now sobbing in Ishan's arms. I shared a look with both moms and Abhay. "No princess, aesa kuch bhi nhi hai and hum log tumhe kuch nhi krne dete because doctors said that you don't need any stress. You need to do complete rest sweetheart. And we are telling Sakshi and Shahneel also to rest well, don't feel like you are useless. You are the most beautiful, caring and most sweetest person in our life" said Abhay patting on her head. We all stayed there and spent some good time talking with her and she fell asleep under the effect of medicine once again and we all leave the room silently. "See?? I guess Shub is right. She is being insecure and her confidence is loosing" said Ishan. "Yaaa I mean I've never seen her being this insecure and grumpy ever" said Abhay. "Guys, she is someone who never sits free, and right now she is totally alone doing nothing and she of course lost her confidence" said Shahneel. "Mom, mamma I respect your feelings and I do respect your concern but I don't think she'll be ready for it right now, but no worries I'll talk to her once I'll be alone with her okay?" I asked mom and they all agreed. The days went and we all were back to India now along with Ish. And as decided Ishan's wedding was going to happen. And Ishan and Sakshi decided to have a small simple wedding in the house only. As Sakshi isn't a big fan of big fat weddings. We all were happy and so does Ish. She was now able to walk slowly with someone's support. And I took good care of her taking her to physiotherapy time to time and making her eat everything and medication. She now again was being confident slowly. Right now I was driving, taking her for a drive. She smiled looking at me, I smiled back and winked at her. As we reached our favourite spot over the city. I get out of the car and help her out supporting her with my arms around her. "Shub, bas ab sirf thoda sa time baki hai and jaldi se Ishan ka baby bhi aa jayega" said Ish. I nodded and smiled. "Shub, I need to tell you something" she said. I looked at her. "I love you, and umm thank you for being with me always" she said. Looking away. "Baby, please don't say thank you love,, I know you don't feel comfortable or confident as before after this accident but I love you unconditionally, I wanted to tell you something from a long time" I told her. She looked in my eyes happily. I put my hand in my pocket and pulled out a ring quietly, "Ishi, I wonder if it's right time or not, but I'm thinking I should ask it now as I can't hold it in now" I said, she looked at me calmly, "go on Shub don't worry about anything, you don't need to worry about any conditions to talk with me" she said. I smiled at her softly. "I'm I wonder if you'll like to carry my Last name?? Would you like to called my WIFE?? Would you carry our children and walk through the life holding my hand??? I love you and will you be my endless love, and a reason to smile forever??? Will you grow old with me?? Will you be my permanent home?? Will you marry me Ishika Sharma?? Will you be
Ishika Shubman Gill ???" I asked her holding a ring in my hand and closing my eyes, afraid of rejection. I didn't heard any sound or scream so I opened my eyes slowly and Ish was looking at my face with watery eyes and she didn't even looked at the ring. She leaned closer and kissed me with her soul. It felt like she poured all her heart, strength and love in this one kiss. I kissed her her back happily and after a few moments we pulled apart and "Yess" was all she can say, she was so happy she couldn't even say anything else. I slide the ring in her finger and kissed her hand gently. She smiled and I again kissed her slow and passionately this time. I wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her more closer to me, and she wrapped her hands around my neck holding herself close to me. I pull apart and we laughed. I picked her up and we go back to home. "Everyone is going to be crazy" said Ish blushing. I nodded and once we pulled in parking we go to the garden where everyone was sitting having their tea and coffee, as tomorrow is Ishan's wedding. I supported Ish walk to them, as we went there, everyone looked at us, "how was your therapy beta??" Asked dad. "It was good dad" said Ish smiling. I sit beside her. "And why are you guys so late?? Ish ka therapy khatam hue to almost 2 ghante ho gye hai" said Shahneel di wiggling her brows at us. Ish blushed and looked at me, "use kya Dekh rhi hai bol kaha gye the dono??" Asked Tanvi teasing her. "Kaha gye the matlab??? Jha bhi gye ho Tum dono ko kya hai?? Khabardar kisi ne meri bro ko preshan kiya hai to" said Ishan. We all chukled. "We were on a drive" I said. And everyone burst out laughing saying "we knew" and we all laugh. "Okay, everyone we wanna tell you all something. Umm bhai? " said Ish, when her dad cut in between. "Sab ko bolna hai kuch Bol k Bhaiii?? Bhai ko he bolegi sari baate," said dad and everyone laugh again. "Anyways yeah princess, tell me what happened??" Asked Abhay looking at her flashing her a sweet smile. "Umm, wo actually Bhai, we umm we" she said blushing while she looked at me. "We are engaged Abhay, I proposed her and she said YESSSS" I completed her sentence. "Wait whatttt?????" Everything almost screamed shocked. And Ish showed them the ring. "Ohh my goodness, YEssss yesss yesss hum log k saath saath Tum dono bhi shaadi kar rhe ho" said Ishan jumping and hugging Ish tightly. "Aaahh Ishu it hurts" she said softly. "Sorry sorry, jyada he excited ho gya tha" said Ishan and we all laughed. Everyone hooted in excitement and congratulated us. "Okay okay guys guys listen me out, hum log shadi krenge but after our next tournament. Tan tak k liye officially announcement kar dete hai, and we'll get married wherever Ish wants to" I told them and they all agreed.