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Traitor

A/N: more Gisanda angst for you salazaroberts

Amanda: Please Giselle! Can we just talk

Giselle: What for? So you can just show this chat to your Elite friends again?! Are you trying to get MY secrets too now!!!

Amanda: Giselle please, I PROMISE you, I'm not talking to those guys anymore

Giselle: It's hard to take any of your "promises" seriously anymore, considering how often you seem to break them

Amanda: Please, just talk to me

Giselle: How about you just leave me alone

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Amanda: I got you some peach slices, they're in your cubby

Giselle: So you think just some pieces of candy are enough to make up for what you did?!!!

Amanda: No, I just saw them when I was out was on my walk and thought you'd like them

Giselle:.....thanks ig, I'll have them, but this doesn't mean anything

Amanda: I know

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Giselle: DID YOU KNOW THAT DANIEL JOINED ELITE?!?!?

Amanda: How would I know? I haven't been in contact with anyone there in months

Giselle: So you say

Amanda: Look, I don't know what it will take to get you to believe or forgive me

Giselle: Go back in time and come here as an actual dancer and not just a spy!

Giselle: We almost lost Nationals because of you and your schemes. Just because you stepped in at the end doesn't change any of that!!!

Amanda: You think I'm not completely aware of that?! I already feel like shit for what I did, I don't need a reminder

Giselle: Then why do it in the first place?

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Giselle: Was our friendship even real, or was I just another part of your plan

Amanda: Of COURSE IT WAS REAL GISELLE!! YOU MEANT MORE TO ME THAN ANYONE THERE!!! YOU WERE ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS I EVEN BETRAYED ELITE IN THE END IN THE FIRST PLACE

Giselle: Why did you still continue then? Why did you go against me? I thought you at-least cared some bit

Amanda: I do care about you, so so much. Anytime I spent with you, I wondered if what I was doing with Elite was right

Giselle: It wasn't enough though

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Giselle: Am I destined to be alone?

Amanda: What?! Of-course not, you are one of the most loveable people I have ever met! How could you ever think something like that?!!!

Giselle: Is that even true, or are you just delusional? If it it's true, then why does everyone end up leaving me?!

Giselle: I had known Daniel since we were kids. He was my ride or die. My best-friend to the very end. We swore to always be there for each-other when we needed it. And when I needed him, he left the studio because he didn't get the solo. Then, when that didn't work out, he went to my main competitor

Giselle: He never cared, about me anyway, only ever about what made him look good

Giselle: Then Emily. She had been once of my oldest and closest friends. We had talked almost as soon as I joined The Next Step. When I didn't make a-troupe, she made a promise to try and get me back in. I eventually did, but by no help from her. Instead, she kicked me out of her friend group because of it

Giselle: Heck, even Thalia is spending less time with me now. All she does is hangout with Eldon and try and flirt with him. When she's not, she spends most of her time talking about him with me. What's so good about that dumb-blonde anyway?!!?!?!?

Giselle: Then there's you

Giselle: You came into out studio, sass and self-confidence radiating off of you, and you didn't give a single fuck that nobody there liked you. I thought I'd give you a chance, you just seemed a lot more down-to-earth and cooler, with your all-black clothing and dyed hair. It looked like I made the right choice, we got to audition for the duet together and even performed at that trio competition

Giselle: I thought I had finally found somebody that I could trust again

Giselle: And then you ruined it....you ruined everything about us

Giselle: HOW COULD YOU DO THAT?!?!? DID I MEAN ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO YOU??!?!????

Amanda: You meant EVERYTHING to me. There was not a day in this studio that didn't go by without you raising me up with your joyful spirit. You are the BEST person I have come to know. You're my best-friend, my soulmate....

Amanda: I love you

Giselle.........

Giselle:......don't

Amanda: Giselle I-

Giselle: I can't do this right now

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