I feel alive

Heartstopper

A/N: Honestly, for most stories set in the future, the OG boys are roommates

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I don't need sleep, I need chaos

Noah: HEARTSTOPPER SEASON 3 IS CONFIRMED!!!!!!

Giselle: OMG YESSSSSSSSSS, MY BABIES ARE BACK!!! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

Amanda: I'm mostly ready for the angst that it is going to bring

West: HOW DARE YOU! THESE KIDS DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!!

Amanda: You know that isn't exactly a strong emotion for me

James: Anyone else confused as to what these 4 are on about

Riley: You and me both

Giselle: GASP! HAVE YOU PEOPLE NOT WATCHED HEARTSTOPPER!!?!???

Stephanie: Can't say we have

Amanda: I only watched it at first because Giselle bugged me to....and then I got way too invested

Giselle: AND I AM DOING THAT ONCE AGAIN!!! GET TO MANDIE AND I'S HOUSE!!! WE ARE ALL GOING TO BINGE IT

Michelle: I've no plans anyone, and I heard it was good, so I'm in, which means I'm dragging you along too Em

Emily: I have work to do

Michelle: And you can take a break from it for once, you only JUST got those forms, they don't need to be out for another 2 weeks

Hunter: I'm bringing drinks then, best way to binge a show

Noah: You mean by not remembering what happens in the end because you're pissed off your head by then?

Stephanie: WINE?! IM THERE

Amanda: Relatable, guess we're having a house party then

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Michelle: If you need me, I will be crying in my room now

James: HOW COULD THEY END IT ON THAT?!?!? I NEED TO KNOW IF CHARLIE SAYS HE LOVES NICK

Noah: Welcome to the mindset we've been in since season 2 came out m

Max: Already scrolling through edits of them on TikTok. This show is going to do my maladaptive daydreaming wonders

Emily: Having Tara and Darcy in a show when I was younger would've made coming to terms with my sexuality a bit easier

Giselle: That's one of the reasons we love the show. You should've seen us whenever a character of our identity came on screen

Noah: Ngl, I almost cried when Elle showed up. She was the first trans character I EVER saw on a show

Chloe: That was me with Isaac, I can't believe we actually got an Aroace character on screen. That's never happened to me before

Michelle: It fucking sucks tho that we get so excited when we see a character like us because we get them so little

West: Homophobes are one of the banes to society, even in cinema

James: Speaking of, if I could punch Harry in the face, I would!!!

Amanda: Wow, I think this is the first time I'm actually agreeing with him

West: I was ready to throw hands at Ben too, those two will do your head in

Michelle: Imogen was a girl boss tho when she dumped him #queenshit

Giselle: OMFG YES! STAN HER FOR THAT!!!

Thalia: Anyone else sense something going on with her and Sahar?

Noah: Oh trust me, almost ALL the fandom is behind you with that

West: WE BETTER GET THEM IN SEASON 3 OR ELSE

Michelle: THE MORE SAPPHICS IN THE WORLD, THE BETTER

Amanda: PREACH

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Killer Queens 💅

James: Hey, can we talk?

Noah: Sure, what is it?

James: So....you know how Nick, in the show, was figuring himself out, and took those kind of tests....did you ever do anything like that when you were figuring yourself out???

Noah: No, not really, I've pretty much known I only like boys since I was young. It was difficult talking about it at first, since all the other boys in j-troupe were gushing about girls, but I came to terms with it eventually and told Rich

Noah: Everybodies' experiences are different tho. Some people know when they're young, some figure it out when they're teenagers, or some are even later on in life

James: Thanks...for this...I, think I know what Nick was going through

Noah: I could kind of tell when you messaged, but didn't want to say anything

James: It's just...I've known I like girls for ages, sure, you remember how much of a dickhead I was when I was younger

Noah: Yeah, not your proudest moment

James: But, in the back of my head, anytime I've tried thinking about feeling that way for a guy, the feelings didn't change for me. I don't think I've had anyone I'm aware was a crush, but there was definitely some signs

James: Heck, even West and Eldon asked if I was bisexual after I had to read out Riley's diary entry about Bobby G, and that was not a fun time. Then, I hated it, which I also hated, cause West is my best-friend, and I thought it was some stupid form of homophobia. But now, I think it's because I didn't like people discussing me when I didn't even know myself

Noah: That last part isn't fun, I get it. The amount of times the other boys would call me gay before I came out was fucking annoying.  You don't owe anyone your sexuality. It's a process to figure out and telling yourself it comes first

James: You're pretty good at this all for someone who was asking me for relationship advice on the run up to Internationals

Noah: If it's one thing I'm confident on, it's my identity. After so many years of people bullying me over it, I've reached a "fuck it all" mentality

James: Sounds like a nice one to have...I hope I can be like that someday

Noah: Maybe you will, and hey, if you do think you like a certain guy, you can still ask him out even if you don't know yourself, labels aren't everything

Noah: Remember what Nick said

Noah: Sometimes you don't have to know what you feel, you can just feel

James:.....you trying to make me cry here?

Noah: Maybe, you want a hug?

James: Aren't you still at Gisanda's?

Noah: I actually left a few minutes ago and am outside our room, open up bitch

James: I love you, you know that?

Noah: Love you too, Jay