Today I couldn't go to the café for two reasons, one, I have a case to handle, two, I have to stay away from Harry because I'm not able to hide my feelings with him and that is a big big problem. But I find myself thinking about him now. During any time of the day. While I'm ready the case. While I'm talking with my clients. And I'm very afraid that I am falling in love, something I never did, something I fought with my friends for. Something I lost my friend for. Saying I am straight when in reality I think I'm just in love with Harry and Harry only. Or maybe I'm not in love.
Am I capable of love?
Okay that's the biggest question. But I will answer later because right now my uncle just entered my office. Of course when I see him I remember when Harry gave him that killing look but I'll keep that in the back of my mind because now I have to deal with him.
"Louis, can we talk? I need just half an hour"
I sigh and cross my arms to my chest "Talk then" I say loud and clear. Now to fill you up, my dad tried to kill me and he knew it, he disappeared for like ten years and now he wants forgiveness. He won't get it but the man is stubborn. And I don't give a shit.
And he starts explaining "Look Louis I knew he wanted to come, he said he wanted to come to talk you through and to make you forgive him. I didn't know he had the plan to shoot you."
"To talk me through? After what? 16 years of torture, he wanted me to forgive him? I thought policemen were smarter than that." I argue and he rubs his hand to his face.
"I know I made a mistake-" He starts but I cut him off "Only one?" He sighs, nodding "Okay two mistakes but I'm sorry for both of them."
"Well surprisingly that bullet in my head didn't disappear with your apologies so I don't give a shit about your apologies, okay? Stay away as you stayed away for ten years. I don't need you. Please leave my office before I call the security."
I end the conversation with that because he knows I'm right. No apology can make up for everything that happened to me. So he leaves and hopefully he ever comes back. I bury my face in my hands and suddenly I need to have a laugh with Harry, not that I'm sad, it's that I'm mad and I need to get my mind off things.
But I can't. In half an hour I have a meeting with my clients and this week I'm only here, so I will probably see him only one week from now on.
Hopefully he likes the coffee my new employee makes.
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Did Louis just admit that he's falling in love with Harry?
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