I haven't closed an eye all night and I didn't realize how fast the time passed just when I saw his eyes moving. He is awake but he's not opening his eyes exactly six seconds later. He looks straight forward blinking slowly. I get up from the chair. I give him the seconds to realize what is happening before stepping in. He looks at the machines that are beeping. He breathes so calmly. He looks at the wall again and frowns. He's trying to remember. And he does. His eyes are wide open in shock and he looks directly at me.
"You didn't!" He says not believing anything from what his brain remembers.
I breathe relieved smiling. "Hi" this is all I can say. He remembers me.
He looks at me with his gentle look. "Who are you?" My heart stopped. "Einstein?" Oh God he is trying to joke. I start crying from relief. "Hey! Don't cry. I'm here." He takes my hand and I look at him "Do I have to kill someone?" I laugh, cry and shake my head. "Good, because I would have done it"
"I know you would. I read the letter"
"You cheater! "
I start laughing. "You know I'm curious" I admit and he smiles softly.
"I know. The notebook?"
"I read that too"
"Oh c'mon! All of my secrets" I giggle. "Actually, you know all of them"
"See? You're smart!"
He giggles so beautifully but then he looks on the couch to our daughter. He looks back at me and says honestly sorry. "I'm so sorry you had to do it alone." And I softly kiss his hand. "You've always been there for me" I say and he smiles.
"How did you do it?" He asks and I shrug. "I have no idea." I say and he takes my hand and kisses it leaning his cheek towards the palm of my hand. "How are you feeling?" I ask and he smiles softly "I'm here with my family… not forgetting them… nothing matters."
I smile watching his tired eyes looking into mine and I rub my hand on his face and say "Please tell me the last thing you remember." He blinks slowly and looks at me again "I was in the surgery room, I kissed your forehead talking some nonsense."
I giggle and nod "that's right." I say and he gives me an up and down look and points to my hand. "You had an IV there. What happened?" He asks and I shake my head smiling "Let's not talk about that today. Today is a very happy day."
He looks at me smiling beautifully and says "So you… in eight months, gave me a daughter and a cure? Is that what you did?"
I giggle, that's crazy. "Yeah that's what I did"
He looks at me smiling. "I have the most perfect man"
"I have the most perfect man"
He looks at me. He analyses me. I feel transparent. I feel my heart racing. His eyes are on me and I have no idea what to do so I just stare at his beautiful eyes. He finally blinks and says "You're so strong" I shake my head instantly. From all of the things I can be, strong is not one of them. "You are, I know you. You probably tried to kill three or four humans in these months" this made me laugh.
"I wanted to kill three humans in the past 24 hours"
He starts laughing. "Who?"
"Some doctors… and Niall"
He giggles softly, shaking his head. "I missed you so much" He says and I exhale heavily.
"I missed you more" I look at the window. I'm trying not to cry. And he squeezes my hand making me look at him.
YOU ARE READING
Scar wars (Larry fanfic)
Fanfiction~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "The people who make your eyes show this much pain are the people you should be heartless with." I exhale shakily and touch his bottom lip "No matter what war you're going through an army is always more powerful than a s...