Scar wars (Larry fanfic)

Harry

I go home and suddenly the bad thoughts are replaced by Louis. I think about him. The way he plays so strong. The way he gave in and tried again with me. Am I that worth it? I smile because I think I can let him in my life, right? It feels right. 

Maybe we can help each other. 

What if we can heal each other?

I close my eyes and smile. I kissed him. And it felt so right. His touch is warm and gentle. His lips are so soft and sweet. Even his eyes give me so much comfort. I need him in my life.

I think I'm gonna tell him the truth.

I have to warn him. 

But I want him and I'm ready to risk it all.

I close my eyes smiling and fall asleep thinking of him. I haven't slept a lot because the nightmare woke me up but I'm used to it by now. I spend the night going through some medical books and go to work in the morning ready to talk to him.

It's safe to say my heart dropped to the ground when I saw the other waiter walking around the cafe. 

No please no. 

I go to my table and order my usual black coffee. He comes not even a minute later with my coffee and I take a sip ready to be disappointed but I'm not. 

This is Louis' coffee. 

I look at the waiter "Excuse me. Did you make this?" I ask because there's no way this is not Louis' coffee and he shakes his head softly. "Mr. Louis prepared it for you, he said you enjoy it." My face breaks into a big smile and I frown "Where is Louis?"

"He had some work to do, he said he won't come for a couple of days."

No, no, no. 

I smile and nod "thank you." He leaves and I pout. 

Oh c'mon Louis, really?

I take a deep breath and enjoy my coffee. The days went on the same. Take the coffee prepared by Louis, go to work, go home, think about Louis, sleep, wake up, get disappointed again because Louis is not there. Everyday I spend without seeing him, I crave more for him. He's like a drug. And I need him in me. 

Wait, that sounded dirty.

Okay maybe I wouldn't be mad if he'd be in me in THAT way too. 

But I just need to see him now.

And then-

I'll stop now. 

I enter the cafe because I want tiramisu, because I need tiramisu. A man died on the surgery table today and I need tiramisu. The waiter comes to me, he's a new one, but he still gives me my Louis coffee so I appreciate it. He comes to me with a smile on. A smile that makes me feel weird, not in a good way, in a bad way. 

"What can I get for you darling?"

My eyes snap at him and I'm sure you can see the disgust on my face. Who does he think he is? 

"A tiramisu." I say shortly and go back to my book. And I feel a hand on my back and I close my eyes annoyed, if I put my hand on him I swear to God not even the hospital across the room can save him. And then I hear a whisper in my ear "Say that again" 

I turn to him, my blood boiling inside my body and my face being inches apart from his.

I can hit him in his mouth so easily. 

But I stop myself and say "You either back the hell off or I swear to God I'll use you as a boxing bag until your heart stops beating." I smile, "I want a tiramisu please." I continue suddenly with an innocent voice and he steps back. He brings me my tiramisu but not before looking at me with the same annoying look I hate and I take a deep breath trying to enjoy my tiramisu. 

When I go to pay he gives me another look but I ignore it. 

I will definitely have a talk with Louis about his mate. 

"Baby, let's go to the bathroom for a minute" He says and I look at him. I get closer to him and whisper "Baby, do you really want to visit the freaking hospital tonight?" He smirks and says "A badass, I like it." I frown and leave the cafe.

Otherwise I would've beaten him up for sure.

I need my other tiramisu so bad. 

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HE'S READY TO RISK IT ALL! I REPEAT HE'S READY TO RISK IT ALL!