Scar wars (Larry fanfic)

Harry

I look at myself in the mirror and I can't believe that is really me. I'm glowing, my curls are perfect, I look happy, my outfit is stunning. I am at my best and I've let myself get controlled by my feelings only for a day.

I can hear him talking with Niall downstairs and I can't wait for him to see this outfit. It's a red one because I noticed he loves me in red. The shirt is sheer but not too sheer. Red shirt though and a big part of my chest can be seen. Some black pants that hug my body, some comfy shoes and that's the outfit. 

I walk downstairs and he was talking about the cafe with Niall which gave me such domestic vibes. Like I'm getting ready while my husband is talking about business with his friend. 

I'd never wish for more. 

"Well yeah it is hard until you open it, all the papers an-" He sees me and stops mid sentence. I can feel the room temperature going up in the sky. I can feel my heart going crazy like an excited puppy that sees his owner after a long day. I can feel my cheeks burning and I'm sure they are the same red as my shirt is. I've never been looked at with so much admiration and love. He is so special it makes me melt into the ground. 

Niall keeps talking and asking him things and he suddenly raises the phone to his ear "Niall buddy wait a second. Just wait." He says without taking his eyes off of me and throws the phone on the couch walking up to me.

He touches my waist gently and I can feel my heart jumping off my chest stepping towards him like I've been doing this for a long time. "How are you so beautiful?" He asks and I smile blushing and shrugging "Don't know. Am I?" 

He touches my hair so gently to keep the curls intact and nods completely speechless. I giggle and touch his neck. "You're not so bad yourself either." I say and he smiles softly "Harry, you're glowing." He says and I smile "Louis, stop staring at me or I'll disintegrate" He giggles and buries his face in my neck hugging me tight. I close my eyes completely, burying my body in his and he just breathes me in. I touch his hair softly and he whispers "You're so freaking beautiful, I wish you'd know it." I break the hug and I can't stop myself from getting shy and he lifts my chin up making me look at him. "I don't think there's someone more beautiful than you, Harry Styles." 

Now my cheeks are burning and I resist the urge to cry because no one has ever told me this. I smile and touch his jawline "You're so beautiful, Louis Tomlinson" and then our lips touch. Today neither of us could stop ourselves from kissing each other. It's unbelievable how much I've changed and how much my heart craved for him. We pull apart and he smiles so beautifully, lighting up the room and my heart altogether.

"Ready, my queen?" He says and I wonder if he saw my marks because yes. They matter. In this world the men that can have kids are more cuddly and moody and they need more attention during some time of the month. They don't have periods but they have the symptoms for it. They usually are treated like queens and princesses this is why I wonder if he saw it or he just feels this way. 

I've never been treated right so I wouldn't know how it really feels to be treated like that but I can just hope that he will show me and I will let him. I smile at him and nod confidently "ready" I say and he takes my hand going back to Niall who was patiently waiting for him to remember him.

"Okay I'm back." Louis says and I hear Niall laughing "Look I don't remember what we were talking about so you shall ask again but one thing I know for sure. Your friend is stunning today." I bite my lips blushing and he scrunches his nose smiling at me. 

"Well I'm sure of that. Harry is a beautiful man." He says and I pout. He's always been my number one supporter and no matter how many times I pushed him away he didn't leave. He is what I call a true friend. "You know what your teacher told us, Louis?" He continues and Louis hums still smiling at me waiting for me to disappear in the floor. To melt myself until he has nothing to look at because he's driving me crazy. "She said, "the moment a man finds his soulmate, he begins to shine, he is suddenly more beautiful and more confident, he is nothing like you've seen before. Everyone will be attracted to him but he will shine only next to the person he wants." And I think she was very right. This happened to me when I met Carla." 

I look at Louis smiling and he kisses me forehead gently "well isn't that beautiful?" He asks with his deep voice and I nod, "very beautiful." I reply and he looks at the phone. 

"Okay Niall, it was nice talking to you, we have a date to go to, so we shall talk another time." A date. It sounds good coming from his mouth. "Okay boys. Have fun! And don't forget to come visit someday. I've never seen you, Louis man!"

I take the phone "Do you want to steal him from me Niall? Look at your wife." We all start laughing and Louis hugs my head to his chest kissing it. "Agh you're adorable." He says and I look at him smiling. "Thank you" 

He kisses my nose and we go to dinner. We finally choose what to eat and I look at him taking a deep breath.

I have to warn him.

I take his hand hoping it will give me the strength to do so and it does. He gives me an encouraging smile and I smile too. "Look, as I said before, I'm not always this confident person. I have moments when I fall and I fall deeply and in those moments I might push you away… because as I said before no one was there for me, and I'm not used to it." He nods softly, taking in every word I say. "And I know it might be hard for you, I might be too much for you, this is why I wanted to stay away. Because I don't think you deserve to be in this up and down cycle. You deserve someone who appreciates you. And it's not like I don't but I don't show it. I close myself in. I reject you. I yell at you. Hoping you will hate me."

He leans forward and kisses my hand softly. "Okay… you said your things I'll say mine. I don't give a shit how many times you'll push me away. I don't care how many ups and downs you'll have, I don't care how many times you'll wish I'd hate you. I won't leave. If I discovered something since I laid my eyes on you, Harry, is that I can't hate the person my heart trusts. And wants. Because the truth is, I do want you, even my mind wants you. And I can't hate you to save my life! I tried when you pushed me away the first time, but God my feelings for you grew even bigger. It's not working. I don't want only this part of you, only the smiling one, only the confident and strong you. I want every part of you. The vulnerable one, the broken one, the needy one, any part of you. I want to know any part of you and I want to be there for you no matter what." 

My breath stops and he looks in my eyes. "Harry, I want to show you that the right person will treat you right. I want to show you how love really feels. Hell, I want us to discover how love is. Because shit, I have no idea what love is, I had no idea what love makes you feel until I met you. Until I saw you at your worst and at your best. Harry please believe me that no matter how many times you'll push me away I won't leave. Ever."

He won't leave.

I look in his eyes, my eyes full of hope, his eyes are warm. I'm trying to get his words tattooed on my mind. He's like no other. I'm safe.

I'm understood. 

I smile softly and he smiles softly at me. "Louis, you are… you are everything I wished for" He smiles and leans in to kiss me "Harry you're everything I wished for" He says and I smile widely. 

"What about you darling? Should I know something?" I ask because I opened my heart to him and he healed it. I want to do the same. He looks at our hands and smiles. "I've always done it alone too. I don't trust people easily. I don't show my emotions easily. I… I'm not used to telling someone I don't feel good. This is why I probably won't tell you whenever I'm falling, or whenever the past overwhelms me and I don't want you to think that I don't want to. I'm just not used to doing so. I'm usually very quiet when I'm falling and I don't like to talk much, maybe I'm colder when I do so but I don't want you to think that you did something wrong. Okay?" 

I nod and smile "I'll be there. I promise I will and with time we'll learn to open up to each other" I say truly and he smiles "Thank you." He says and the food comes. 

While we were eating my marks came in my mind. I look at him and ask "have you seen my marks?" He nods softly and smiles "When we slept on the couch" I nod "Okay." I say softly but he still looks at me. "Do you want children?" He suddenly asks and my eyes go wide. "That's very fast, isn't it darling?" I say and he laughs "I'm not talking about now, precious, in the future."

"Oh yeah. I do want children." I say and he smiles "Good. Because I think you'd be amazing." I feel myself blushing again and I go back to eat my meal. 

This night was a successful night.

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This was cute and beautiful 😍