Scar wars (Larry fanfic)

Harry

He's been extremely quiet in the last week. Maybe it's the stress, the worry, but one thing he didn't stop is holding me in his arms. He started doing this thing. Putting his hand over my belly which feels good. Probably wanting to make sure the little baby inside my belly knows it's loved.

The CT was made and sadly my assumptions were true. It moved. It didn't move much. Only 0.01 millimeters but it moved and my world fell down when I heard "It will last about one year until his brain will give up" from the doctor's mouth. I knew this but hearing it from someone's mouth hurt more.

"But he will start to lose his memory in about half a year." He says and my heart breaks. "Would you like me to tell him?" He asks and I shake my head. "I'll tell him" I say and walk towards his room with shaking hands.

I enter his room and he is looking at his hands fidgeting anxiously. I sit on his bed and take his hands "H-How bad?" He asks and I can feel my tears falling on my cheeks already. "You will start losing memory in about 6 months… and then you'll have 6 more months until…" I can't say it. I stop. And he started crying. 

I take a deep breath and start talking again "You will make CT scans every month… to keep it under control. But you won't be able to leave the hospital anymore until…"

You die

I exhale deeply and I shake my head trying to concentrate "Niall will help you anytime you need help. And… I will talk with my boss to let me enter in my break earlier."

"Don't" He says and I stop "What?" I say and he looks in my eyes with cold broken eyes. "Leave me. Leave me alone. I want to break up with you."

I feel like I'm gonna faint. I get up and look at him "you don't mean it." I say and he nods "I do. I don't want you here. I don't want to see you." He says and I can feel my heart breaking.

"D-don't do this." I say crying and he looks away. "Please leave the room" He says and I start laughing while sobbing. "Kill me to leave you." I say and he bites his lips. "Please Harry, hate me" He says and I get angry.

"Hate you? This is what you want? To what? Do you think it'll be easier for me? DO YOU THINK I'LL JUST LEAVE THIS ROOM AND HAVE FUN IN THE WORLD? That bullet didn't affect you yet why are you so dumb?" I yell at him and he looks at me.

"Forget me how I'll forget you." He says and I give him a killing look "I'm carrying our child how do you plan me to forgive you, idiot? Hm? And even if I wouldn't be carrying our child, HOW THE HELL WOULD YOU WANT ME TO FORGIVE YOU, ARE YOU CRAZY?"

I look at him and he looks at me crying "I won't leave you. Ever. I won't ever leave you just because it hurts seeing you. I won't lose the last year I can have you. Do you not want to see your baby?" I finally ask and I break the first wall again. He nods sobbing "O-of course I want that" and I hug him tight.

"Never say that again to me. I know you want me to stop hurting but I'd rather hurt next to you than hurting because you are hurting alone." I say and he looks at me "I'll die" I stop breathing.

I don't want to believe that.

I shake my head "If it takes, I work day and night. I'll find a cure. Please don't give up."  I say and he nods "Okay baby. Just don't be too harsh on yourself."

I smile softly and kiss him right on the lips. I won't be able to let him go. I won't be able to live without him. He moves to the edge of the bed and I sneak next to him. He touches my belly crying and kisses it.

"I don't want to leave you." He says and my heart breaks. "I don't want to forget you." He says and I hug him. "Please don't let me forget you, Harry." He begs and I kiss his head. He looks up at me and speaks gently "please keep reminding me of you." He says again and I nod gently.