Scar wars (Larry fanfic)

Louis

He gets even closer and I am hardly holding myself back from not ripping his clothes off of him. I take a step back and my back touches the wall, I'm not that drunk to not know what I'm doing but I am drunk enough to rip his clothes off of him for sure. He reaches right in front of me and I look right in his eyes because if I look at his shirtless chest I won't be able to hold myself back. 

"T-this isn't supposed to happen." I stutter because why not and he smirks and I touch his chest with my pointing finger and push him on his bed. He falls on his bed and I touch his chin making him look right to me. I lean over and let myself get closer to his lips until I can feel his rushed breath on my lips and smile.

"I know you want it princess, but I am not that kind of person. I hate one night stands. Don't get me wrong, I'd make you mine in a second but you are not sober and I'm not sober either and I do not allow myself to make decisions like this when I'm not sober." I look at him and I can see his chest going up and down like he just ran a marathon and I smile. "You'll thank me tomorrow morning. Remember you don't want me." He stares at me with his big eyes and I have to step back because otherwise I would do something I don't do. 

He starts giggling, hiding his face in the pillow and I look at him smiling. "I hate you, Louis Tomlinson." I laugh and watch him standing up while I ask him the question "Why, Harry Styles?"

He stops and looks at me, not looks, stares at me and again I feel transparent but crazy after him and he shakes his head whispering a big "Freaking hell" and looks at me and says "You do some things to me, and I hate it." He hands me my now pj's and pushes me outside the room.  I go downstairs to the bathroom and change my clothes and take a shower which surprisingly made me more sober than I was before. I look at myself in the mirror and I see me, the real Louis. Happy for the first time ever, relaxed for the first time in such a long time. I’m in a completely new house, with a man that is someone that attracts me like a magnet and I trust him. 

God what is happening with me?

I leave the bathroom and find Harry arranging the couch for me and I stop to look at him. He turns to me and smiles widely,his dimples showing on his beautiful cheeks and says laughing "You're so cute with pink tight clothes."

I can feel my cheeks burning at this point and I smile "Harry! Don't make fun of me!"He giggles beautifully and says pouting like a little kid. "But I complimented you!"

"Laughing! You complimented me laughing! It's not very trustworthy."

He laughs again and sits on the other part of the couch and looks at his hands making me frown because he’s less powerful, almost vulnerable and right now I’m half concerned and half scared. “I- umm” he starts but stops and takes a deep breath "I told you about my nightmares."

I tilt my head "You did, yes." He starts rubbing his right wrist "If you hear something from my room, don't worry about me. I'm fine." 

I look at him and his eyes look do full of fear. I touch his cheek and whisper "Sleep here." He starts shaking his head and I starts rubbing my thumb on his cheek. "Please Harry. Let me see the real you." His bottom lip starts shaking but his nods and I smile hugging him to my chest. 

It's unbelievable how different he is from the person everyone sees. And I just want him to let me be there for him. I kiss his head and he looks at me. "We will have a talk tomorrow morning." He says and I nod. Fearing the worst. 

He'll probably push me away again 

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Will Harry do what Louis fears the most? Will he push him away? But this part was very hot huh?