Harry

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At 6 and 7 months pregnant I couldn't bare the hospital smell again. I haven't seen my man in one month and even though we talked constantly, I miss him to death.

I'm next to my little experimental rat after I stitched his head and I wait for him to wake up. And he does. He blinks a couple of times and I whisper "Go to your home" and he shakily walks to his little house and I throw my hands in the air.

"YES" I say because I just found a cure.

Next step? Wait to see if he doesn't die.

I tried to sleep but of course I can't sleep for more than an hour but this time I wake up with horrible pain. Contractions.

Oh no.

They must be just a false alarm so I decide to go downstairs in the living room. I sit on the couch when the pain hits again. I squeeze my eyes shot holding my breath. Soon enough the pain stopped and my eyes lay on our photo. Louis and me, smiling, in love.

I miss you.

Sometimes I feel his absence more than ever. Sometimes I miss his warm touch more than ever. Sometimes I want to just burst into that hospital and never let him go ever again. And it's been just one month

What will I do when he-

Something is weird. Andrea is not moving anymore. My heart stops. I place my hand on my big belly and wait for her to move.

Five minutes.

Nothing.

Ten minutes.

Nothing.

I start panicking. Without waiting anymore second I ran out of the house. I have to get to the hospital. Fear takes control over me. I can't think straight. If I lose her too I won't be able to live anymore. She's the only one that keeps me on this earth, I can't lose her. I arrive at the hospital faster than ever. Tears are streaming down my face, my hands are shaking. Impossible to lose her. Impossible. I ran in my doctors office. She looks at me confused.

"Mister Harry? What happened?" In one second she's next to me touching my belly.

I can't say it. I think I'm having a panic attack. I breathe so heavily. World is spinning.

"Harry, look at me!"

I am on a chair. I hear her but I can't concentrate.

"Did something happen to Louis?"

Louis. Louis. What happened to Louis?

"Louis? W-what… what… L-Louis?" I can't breathe.

"Nonono. I need you to tell me what is happening! Nothing happened to him"

"S-she is not good. I-I had contractions. S-she haven't moved i-in… in half an hour. A-am I losing her?"

Her face softness and she bends down touching my knees. "I need you to calm down. She's probably just sleeping and the contractions were false. But we will check up on her, okay?" I immediately nod and we go in the ultrasound room.

The cold liquid is on my belly and she places the thing on my belly. I stare at the screen. Her heartbeats can be heard. Something is wrong. The doctor looks at me smiling.

"Her heartbeats are strong."

"No. Something is wrong! Look closer! Last time her heartbeats were very fast."

"Harry I understand-"

"Look closer!" I yell at her. And she looks closer at my daughter. She froze. I see it too. I start crying.

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