TW: Mentions of ED
Grian POV
I woke up the next morning with a smile on my face and a warm feeling in my chest.
Last night I had managed to sleep through the night without having a nightmare.
All had seemed to get the message. The message that I didn't want to return and left me alone for the night.
As I was getting dressed I replayed yesterday's events in my head. Perhaps I should talk to him.
I rushed down stairs, skipping breakfast I pulled on my boots and ran out of the house.
It's was 9am so he should be up by now, right?
As I walked up to his door I started to feel nervous. What if he didn't want to see me? What of he was mad at me for kissing him yesterday?
Taking a deep breath I knocked on the door. A few seconds later Cub opened the door looking sleepy.
As soon as he saw me his sleep fled from his eyes and his face split into a grin.
- Scarrrr~ your boyfriends here -
Cub called out jokingly.
- thanks but we're just friends -
I said, blushing slightly.
- I'm just kidding, come in -
He opened the door wider and let me in.
A door opened at the end of the hall and Scar came out of what I assumed to be the kitchen with an apron on. And no shirt on underneath.
I could feel my face getting warmer and I quickly looked at the wall behind him.
- Scar have you finished making breakfast? -
Cub said, still sounding sleepy. They seemed to have only woke up a wee while ago.
I had finally got the courage to look back at Scar, intensely staring into his eyes trying not to look down at his torso. I had just realised that he was also staring back at me with a soft smile compared to my tensed up face.
- Scar? I hear burning -
Cub muttered while having a small smirk on his face. Nothing was burning from what I could tell but it made Scar snap back to reality.
- The eggs! -
Scar shouted before turning around and heading straight back into the kitchen.
I looked over at Cub who was grinning to himself. It felt like he knew something I didn't.
- You like him, don't you? -
I heard Cub say, he was looking back at me. I shrugged.
- I don't know if it's like that or if it's because he's so nice and kind to everyone, like I'm jealous. -
I replied with. Cub smiled and nodded.
- The difference is parrot boy. You'd know if it's jealousy. The way you look at him is also proving your jealousy statement wrong. It's obvious you like him, even if you think you're covering it well. -
Cub had a point, I do loom at him differently to others. I nodded before walking over to the couch to sit on.
- Gri, I also know what's best for my brother and i- -
- Stay away, I get it Cu- -
Cub started to laugh, making me extremely confused.
- What I was going to say is, I know you will treat him properly unlike some I've met I the past. If you like him and are willing to act on it, go for it. I give you my approval -
Cub seemed to be staring off out the window, a singular tear seemed to fall off of his face. He was smiling softly. I'm guessing it was a tear of happiness then.
Just as I went to speak scar walked out the kitchen holding 3 plates somehow. Scar sat down next to me and Cub sat opposite us.
- Scar can you put on a shirt we have guests. -
Scar covered his mouth before rushing out the room silently, only to come back with a cat graphic-tee on. Cub nodded before Scar sat back down. Ready to start eating.
- You really didn't have to make me breakfast i- -
- Gri, I know you don't eat breakfast-
Scar had replied with before I had even finished my sentence. He was right, I rarely ate breakfast. I looked up at the tall pirate boy who was looking back down at me. I softly smiled before exhaling through my nose and hugging him tight around his torso.
- Thank you Scar -
I muttered into his chest blushing gently as I did so. Scar carefully played with my hair before speaking softly.
- Anything for you Gri -
I could audibly hear Cub sigh from across the table.
- Can you 2 lovebirds start eating or are you going to chew up each others food to spit in the other mouth like real birds -
Cub uttered, louder than usual. I quickly pulled away going red in embarrassment. I don't know how I haven't turned permanently red yet from how many times I have.
I carefully picked the fork up, shaking slightly while taking a deep breath.
- I got this -
I thought to myself while carefully cutting my egg. Picking a piece up, I started to shake more. I had to get over this obstacle as best I could. Slowly I bit into the egg, only just realising that Scar was rubbing my back comfortingly.
- He knows -
I thought, gently leaning into him while eating. I noticed Cub smiling at us before pushing his glasses up and collecting his and Scars plate, walking into the kitchen shutting the door behind him. I sat back up before finishing most of the breakfast Scar had made me.
- I know you're struggling with things. I just want to let you know I'm always here for you, that's what friends are for. -
It hurt me, knowing he knows and the fact that he friend-zoned me. I nodded silently before grabbing my mostly finished plate and stood up. I went to go take a step but I felt a hand on my shoulder. I freeze as I feel another hand grab my other shoulder. I turn and then everything went pitch black.
(999 words!! I wrote the majority of this on paper at 1am so enjoy!!)
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