what if this isn't meant for me
how far am i supposed to run
and how would i know when to stop?
some people pack their bags with a destination in mind,
but what if it's the wrong one?
i'm terrified of giving my soul and self to find a place where i belong-
only to realize i let my dreams lead me and not my reality.
that although i never felt i belonged here,
it doesn't mean i needed to leave-
maybe i just needed to change.
to grow.
but i'm a big believer that you can't truly grow where you grew up.
there's only so much a city can offer you.
what if for once i found something that offered me everything i wanted?
could i have more?
i need more than this
