Wines And Guns

43.

The message was definitely not what they were expecting at the moment but Porsche hadn't expected Kinn to break into complete anger and panic.

"Kinn calm down."

"Yeah that's easy for you to say."

"We wanted him to face us openly anyway. He's literally offering to see us now."

"Can't you see what's he's doing!? Why do you think he has suddenly agreed to take our side on this?"

"He's definitely plotting something."

"Yes. And it'll be foolish of us to walk right into his trap this time. With all the things that are happening around already... He's getting too straightforward, he fears no one."

"If he's planning something then we should try to figure out what it is instead of-"

"Instead of what? I'm not interested in taking any chances anymore."

"What does Khun Korn -"

"I don't have anything to ask him. He isn't listening to me in this matter anyways".

"And you don't want to know why he isn't? You are leading the Main Family Kinn it should be your final word."

"I'm not the only one who takes the final decision."

"Kinn I had already told you that I had asked Khwan to meet us. So this is something we can bring up with him now".

"That's something you did without asking me. You didn't even bother letting me know about the fact that he was calling and messaging you. But anytime he wanted you to ask me anything you came after me like a cop demanding for answers".

"Demanding for answers? Kinn if you were in my place what would you have done? If you felt like I lied about my past?"

"Lied? You think I'm lying about-"

"Are you not? Look me in the eye and tell me that you've been completely honest with me from the beginning. Sometimes I feel like I only see a deception that you want me to see. Do I even know you Kinn?"

"After all this time... You're speaking just like him. Everything we've had seems like a deception to you?"

"Will you please be honest with me atleast once? This wouldn't be happening if you'd just speak the truth Kinn! I can't handle doubting everything every moment! When you feel distrustful of me you just throw me out or break up with me. Do you have any idea how I felt that day when you walked out after telling me that we were done? You blocked me so I had no way to reach out to you. I left my life so I could have you in mine but you make me feel like you don't want me in yours."

"This isn't that easy for me Porsche... I have reasons why I'm unable to say anything. There are things that I'm unable to tell my own self".

"You told me that you didn't know what the deal you were working on was about. But you lied. You told me that Khwan was just some ex employee of your father. But you lied about that. You told me that Tawan turned down your proposal but you didn't tell me that you got engaged later. You only confessed to those things when I heard them from Khwan and pushed you about it."

"I had my reasons for it Porsche! You're the only one I have! The only one I can talk to. Do you think it's easy for me to just keep things from you? I was dying within when you chose to trust Vegas over me. Not once but twice! You left without-"

"You locked me up. Your father had control over my life all these years without my knowledge. I was a puppet at his hands. You used loan sharks to force me into working for you. You mocked me infront of others several times and punished me for being bad at a job that you manipulated me into taking up. You blamed me for being careless and getting drugged on duty but then what did you do Kinn? You slept with me and tried to pretend that it never happened. Despite all this I trusted you. I told you everything. But you still choose to treat me like..."