When I was home in the summer we went on vacation. I started writing Jake and I and I tried to be alone as much as possible. I found out that it didn't help that I changed. Because my parents and sisters are still the same, they didn't learn a single thing. I know now for sure that I am not the problem even if they treat me like I am. I had EMDR for my trauma's but it didn't help. My parents where disappointed that I did not forgive or forgot about everything that happens, even if the therapist told them that it wouldn't disappear. I don't love them. And I am trying to get away as much as possible. So I started to live.
I was driving on my bike in the rain. I drove through fountains and I started swimming a lot. I talked to random strangers a lot and I got more my extrovert self. I started taking care of myself and loving myself, because no one else did so I did it myself.
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About Me
Non-FictionThis is a story about me, about how i manage to survive, about how i try to live in this hard world and about my dreams and fails. This story will NEVER be completed, it's about my life and I will keep updating.
