About Me

Chapter 36: NEWS!!!

Alrighty I am probably way too excited to function, but you know what? I don't care!

I still don't feel the best. I currently am not going to school anymore. Not at all. I already did go less then usual but now ever since the holidays I haven't gone to school because I feel like everything is just too much. I feel depressive and you really don't want to know over how many books and movies I have cried this month. But ever since I had a small mental breakdown it's been better.

You might know about the rash thingy I had a couple weeks ago? Well that isn't gone unless I take my medicine, but the doctor wants me to stop with them and I really don't feel like getting all itchy and red and stuff. But I was at the doctor Tuesday and well it isn't going really well, but then she asked how I was doing. And it might seem weird, but people don't ask me that a lot. And it came completely out of the blue and my mother was sitting right NEXT to me, which isn't safe for me at all. So I tried to come out of it, but I had that mental breakdown and I of course didn't tell her anything and I practically ran out there.

Realizing even more I have nothing and no one to support me or give me a hug when I need it.

And now I have been sleeping better even though I go to sleep at weird times now. And I have been eating a bit better and all, have been happier too and done more things, so I'm doing a bit better. And I am really happy with that!

And I am not done yet. You might know about Happy Kids Care? Well that's an thing where I can sleep a weekend once a month with other kids and stuff. And well I have gone to that one time now because in November there was not a weekend and in December I was sick and it was very busy with my birthday, Sinterklaas (a celebration we have in the Netherlands but not every country does it), Christmas, the new year, school, test week, drama (club and stupid things) so if I would have gone that weekend too while being sick I wouldn't have survived. But anyways that's this weekend again and I feel excited for it!

But I am still not done yet *grins evilly*. Because guys! I have almost 50 followers! Just 2 to go! And this book has almost reached 1K reads! I didn't expect that to happen! I wanted it, who doesn't want that? But I didn't think it might come to that! So thank you guys for helping me already going this far! And support me with such sweet comments❤, I am really grateful for that and you guys probably have no clue how much because with a few other things it keeps me standing.

And still I am not done yet *grins even more evilly*! Because my darlings and monsters, I have got the script!!! The script? You might wonder, because I haven't told a lot about this I believe? Well a play is coming up and yesterday I got the script and my roles (yes I have an dubble role!)

Alright I am going to tell you about it because it's an theater version of the book which I believe isn't in English. So I'll try to be as short as possible.

The play is about an girl named Lampje/Lightbulb or actually Emilia but everyone calls her Lampje because her dad had a hard time saying it when her mother died, she and her dad live in a lighthouse, but because her dad misses a leg and is getting old Lampje has to walk up the stairs every time to put the light on or off even though it's her dads job. Ever since her mother died her dad was a drunk and the money was gone because the only thing her father cared about was alcohol.

But one day, it was storming and Lampje walked the stairs but they didn't have any lucifers (those sticks you have to wipe on the side of the box to make fire, can anybody tell me how that's called in English?) So Lampje had to go through the rain, the wind, the thunder and the slippery path to the village, she got the lucifers in a basket but half way back she slipped and fell and the wind took the basket and lucifers. That night the light in the lighthouse wasn't on. Not able to lead ship the way or warn them about rocks or cliffs.

The next morning a ship got crushed because of that and Lampje and her dad got the blame. Her dad got locked up in the lighthouse with lucifers for 7 years because they had to pay everything but didn't have any money. Lampje had to go to The Black House. There where rumours of a monster there. But there she discovers Fish/Edward, he is half fish and half human the monster from the rumours, he is a mermaid.

But Lampje discovers that he isn't a monster, in fact she has to work 7 years to help pay for the ship and with that she is practically a prisoner and slave, she discovers that Edward is too locked up and she starts to take care of him even though he won't always let her. She helps him and he learns her to read. Lampje that thinks it's sad Edward is so lonely and doesn't know anything about his background story so Lampje starts to search herself and takes Edward along with her and all those adventures.

That's what it's about and I'm sorry but I am not that good at keeping things short *grins sheepishly* but anyways it's an very emotional and sweet story and we are going to perform in a theater where there is space for over 300 people! And we are going to do it twice probably! And it's going to be very fun! And now I am going to the part where I say my roles....

I am storyteller and Miss Rozenwoud/Rosewood!!!!!!! I have been storyteller before and I love it! I am very good at memorizing lines, but also making them mine to give it more colour or more humor and I love the silence the excitement for wanting to hear what's next waiting for it waiting just long enough but not breaking peoples attention. It's amazing! And then Miss Rozenwoud! She is an mean old bitch who doesn't want Lampje to have the lucifers or anything else that has to do with money because Lampje still has to pay her a lot for all the lucifers and food etc. But lucky for Lampje Sir Rozenwoud is very nice and helps Lampje. And I am very good at playing a mean bitch because once I was playing an arrogant prince and I was just improvising and threw a glass water over my maid in anger because the water wasn't the right water😂 it was very fun and luckily she didn't get mad at me and everyone thought it was very funny and also very good played.

And now finally what you've all been waiting for....

I AM DONE!!!!!!!!