About Me

Chapter 33: Time to be happy.

Alright, I haven't really posted in a while because I am very busy during this month, I gave the letter to my parents, but they didn't read it. I am glad it didn't get out of hand, but it did show how I feel about everything so it's disappointing that it won't help me to get out of here.

Tonight I have the Christmas Gala at school and I am very excited to go there. I have the most amazing dress and there will be a casino in our gymnasium a dancefloor with drinks in the aula and Karaoke in the teacher's room. My whole class/grade is coming and I am very excited, because this is my first time at this school that I am going to a school party.

Now here is some extra amazing news:
I am going to be 14 in 2 days. December 17th is my birthday!

Also I have a rough week behind my back because school still isn't going well with the combination of home. Next week I have test week before it is vacation and I do think I will make it. I missed literally all lessons from Math, but luckily I am pretty smart and we played a Kahoot about Math and I ended first and I wasn't even there and had not made my home work, so that's calming for my head because I don't have to be scared I don't make it.

I am having very good contact with a good friend of mine and I am so grateful for him, we can talk about our problems and we can also joke with each other, he makes my day even if he has no clue. He is probably reading this too, he is not very good at English to be honest, and he has no concentration for reading, so I think it's pretty sweet that he tries to keep up.

And I am so excited! I have like 29 followers at the moment and I really didn't expect that to happen. But the thing is that they are so loyal and nice and I can talk to them while I have no clue who they are. They make my day too. I mean the way they talk and compliment me is awesome! I always ask how old they would think I am if they didn't know my age, and those answers are: 16, 17, 18, 25, 24, 21, 15 just because of the way I talk and tell my vision. This is honestly such a big compliment because people always think I can't do much, but I always show them that I can do more then they know..

I am looking back a bit now and I am proud. I am so proud of who I am right now and that I am not afraid to be myself. I have a character that is not found very often. This is a thing I know I can say, because it's said to me by complete strangers, not only here, but also when I was having fun on the street or just being happy. The fact that I talk to strangers is already a thing that shows who I am. I like to think of myself as a rainbow, I have all the colours in me. I attract attention everywhere I go good or bad. People are amazed by me, just like kids who point to the rainbow. I wear colourful and unique clothes, but I know how to dress. I have a smile bigger then my face when I am happy. But most of all the rainbow is made by the sun and the rain, I became who I am with bad and good things. And at my feet lays a treasure. The world, it gave life to me, and I am going to take the best out of it even in the times that I am scared that the pain will never end. Like somebody said on my profile:
H.O.P.E.
Hold On, Pain Ends.