My Little Sunshine

Twenty seven

Rose POV

My heart hammered in my chest as I stared in disbelief. That's not possible is it? Can it change? Surely something went wrong. There's no way I can be pregnant I'm sure we used condoms every time. But they break, it's been known to break. Fuck, that day in the woods, we were so caught up in each other that we didn't even think of it.

I took a shaky breath before placing it down on my bed. In record time I got changed and threw on a jumper to hide the test in it. For the life of me I'm shitting myself but I need to tell Isaiah, I need to take more tests to make sure. What if he doesn't want kids? Would he leave? Would he make me get rid of it? No Isaiah isn't like that at all. He'd stand by me with whatever I choose.

But do I want kids? I mean, of course I do. I just expected it to be with my mate. I love Isaiah I do, but it's hard to know if weren't mates until one of us turns eighteen. He will be in three months but this kid could be here in four. If it's anything like it's father and fast growing it could take four months maybe even sooner. Hell depending on how far along I am he'd have a kid before and we wouldn't know.

If we're not mates would it be okay to still have it? How would that work? I mean I guess we'd co-parent but what about his mate. I don't want him to be rejected because he has a child with someone else. I wouldn't wish that upon my worst enemy, my aunt was rejected and it's horrible to see what it does to you. I don't want that for Isaiah.

"Rose?" I heard his voice, worry filling it as he burst in to my room. My dad hot on his heels. "You can't hang up on me like that. I thought something happened. What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

"Can you get me out of here? I need to leave." I sobbed. All he did was nod and took me in to his arms.

"You are, aren't you?" He whispered. I nodded in to his chest sobbing harder to which he picked me up and left my room.

"I'll look after her today." He said to my dad.

"Are you sure? Let me know if you need anything." My dad told him. Isaiah must of nodded because he didn't say anything and left my house. He opened the car door and sat me in the passenger side before going round to the drivers.

Isaiah parked in the woods close to the territory but far enough so no one will bother us. And we sat in his car in silence. I took the test out of my pocket and handed it to him.

"Okay." He muttered looking at it. "Before we make any decisions I think it would be best to take a few more. And if they come back positive we'll make a decision."

"I don't see the point, all the signs are there." I whispered. "Morning sickness, a large appetite, tender boobs, I think I've missed my period. I'm sure I was supposed to get it the day before we stayed in bed at your house all day. I didn't get it." I cried a bit more.

"Shit." Isaiah murmured and closed his eyes.

"I'll get rid of it if you want me to." I said. "To make things easier when we meet our mates."

"Don't." He shook his head. "I don't want you going through that if you don't want to. I will stand by you whatever you choose, sunshine. I've said it before and I'll say it again, I will look after you. I have the money, I'll get us a place set up so we can do this. Or we can find a family who can take it, I think my parents would definitely step up if you're not ready so we can still be in its life. Or if you really don't want this then I will be there with you to get rid of it. I'll take you to the clinic and I'll stay and take you home or to my house and look after you. Fuck, Rose, I don't know what to say."

"I don't know either. I swear it was negative, but then I got it out of the bin to send you a picture like you asked and I freaked out. I didn't think it would change."

"Sometimes it takes a little longer to come out." Isaiah said. "When my aunt had her last baby she thought it was negative until she looked it again and it was positive. I guess the timings can be a little wrong, sometimes you have to wait that little bit longer."

"Yeah." I whispered and we went back to silence.

"I'm so sorry I did this to you, sunshine. I knew we didn't have condoms and I still went ahead and had sex with you." Isaiah sighed.

"I didn't exactly help though. I practically forced you that day so it's my fault. I think I would've been more surprised if I didn't end up pregnant." I told him.

"Yeah." He nodded. Once again we sat in silence. For ages we didn't say a word still processing this. It didn't matter, all I know is that Isaiah wouldn't walk away from me. Whatever I choose I know he would take that path with me holding my hand.

I placed a hand on my belly imaging a bump there. In two months time I'd be huge. Isaiah is so tall I'm sure a son or a daughter they'd be tall. I'll be very surprised if they're small like me, unless they're an omega. Small and nurturing. They'd be so cute.

A warm hand covered mine over my belly, literally enclosing it. Isaiah's large, warm hand encasing mine with his thumb rubbing softly which I could feel through my jumper and T-shirt. I closed my eyes imaging what it would be like, he'd do this every night when we lay in bed, as I start getting bigger and the baby starts kicking. I can see the smile on his face when he feels his son or daughter kick.

"I'm with you on this. No matter what, sunshine, I'll be here. Whatever you choose I'll be there holding your hand." Isaiah reassured me.

"Would you be angry if I wanted to keep it. A selfish part of me wants to incase we aren't mates, so I can keep a part of you close." I looked up at him, tears rolling down my cheeks.

"No, you'd be far from it. It just means I get you keep you in my life as well. I hold my hands up and I will admit that I'm so fucking scared to lose you, sunshine. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me and I would love it if you kept this baby. Because I am selfish and I will continue to be selfish if it means you get to stay in my life one way or another."

"I don't want to lose you either."

"And you never will. Even if you don't keep the baby, I will bother you and drive you crazy because I'd rather do that than not have you at all."

"I want you to do that anyway." I laughed through my tears. "I want nothing more than to have you and our little one drive me crazy."

Isaiah nodded, his eyes red and glossy while he still held his hand on my belly. "I love you, sunshine. And I'll love this baby just as much."

"I love you, Isaiah. And I'll love this baby more."

"As long as he's the only male you'll ever love, I don't care. Or female just in case we have a green eyed girl like her mother." He smiled.

"So we're keeping it?" I asked.

"If that's what you want. I'll get you a doctors appointment as soon as possible. Just to make sure you're both okay and everything going alright."

"Okay." I nodded.

"At least we now know why you've been eating a lot and emotional. And for what its worth I'm glad you're pregnant and nothing else is wrong with you."

"I know. Speaking of, all this has got me hungry." I laughed.

"Anything you want you know I'll get it for you." Isaiah smiled.

"Everything." I smiled widely.

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